Not Your Average Jane

I hate when I think my friends are right.

I reallllllly hate it.

I've heard the same thing from 3 different people, in different areas of my life and they're all guys, so I tend to find that guys are pretty good at dissecting what other guys are doing and why.... And able to detect things that I just don't want to see...

I'm stubborn and spoiled. I know those things about myself and I deal with it. Probably not well since I'm still single and still into guys i shouldn't be into and can be a brat on occasion about stuff. Even if what they say is the truth, I'm just having a bit of trouble accepting it. I don't know if it even is true... But if it is, it may be something I have to wait and see for myself. Maybe then I'll accept it.

I don't know... Damn my stupid, stubborn heart...

So after my last blog and talking to a few friends about the stuff concerning me about the guy I dig, the concensus seems to be "If he were into you, don't you think he'd have asked you out by now?". I can see how people NOT in my shoes can think that... But then again, what if they're right????????? But on the other hand, what if I'm right?

ARGH!!!!!

DAMN BOYS.

In other news, so far the general plan for Super Bowl Sunday seems to be hanging out with my boys, drinking, playing video games, playing drinking games when Tom Petty comes on, and having our first official meeting of the Tom Petty Fan Club - The Ali's Apartment Division.... The boys are bringing food, alcohol, games and guitars... I'm providing the biggest TV amongst us, non alcoholic drinks (and wine), brownies and an annoying puppy that everyone loves.... :0) I'm not sure if we're even going to watch the game, but we are DEFINITELY watching half time... Its the whole reason the Fan Club is meeting.... :0) The boys are coming over sometime in the afternoon and we're going to set up and get ready... Maybe order a pizza or something, and maybe Sean and I will work on that song we started the other night some more... We'll see...

thats it for the moment... unless i complain about how tired i am... lol...

laters.

posted by Ali @ 9:22 PM