Not Your Average Jane

Here's my sign.... Its perfect..... :0) Boys are still stupid in my opinion and probably need some rocks thrown at them... It only to knock some sense into them. :0)

I'm still not a fan of theirs.... For the same reason I was last night... The ones in my life at the moment suck and need someone to kick their asses... Figuratively and literally. I'm still considering making myself an out on a Superbowl party on one of them... It'd save me from making brownies, and its not like I'd be watching the game anyway... Except the commercials and half time... According to another stupid boy I know its Tom Petty playing this year.... Its all the ex boy's fault I dig Tom Petty's stuff... So he's stupid too... And so is the boy who canceled on me last minute the other night...

Most of the time I love guys... Right now they're all frustrating the everloving bejesus outta me.

Sooooo other than that the job stuff....

Had another interview at yet another temp agency... So I'm on yet someone else's list to be considered for possible jobs... Least its a good way to keep my options open... I have another interview Wednesday over off Weslayan at a non profit place that caters to kids.... I'm realllly hoping that I get that, they pay what I want and they have benefits... If I can't teach, doing something helping kids at risk would be great. :0)

And I've had a lot of trouble sleeping lately... I dont know why... I can't sleep til 3 or 4 in the morning and I keep waking up every hour or so... Its not good.... Sean was over last night and napping with him was the best I've slept in a very long time.... So I guess I just need to find a boy to sleep with.... Or something... I've heard melotonin works wonders so I may try that if this keeps up... I've already tried everything else I can think of... I quit eating and drinking by 9 most of the time, tried counting sheep.... Then Aggies chasing sheep... That didn't work so well... Tried counting Marines but that wasn't conducive to sleep either for entirely different reasons.... :0) Tried playing music softly.... Didn't work since I wanted to listen to what was playing... So maybe a pill would work where everything else has failed? Except the whole sleeping with a boy thing.... Could it be I just need to snuggle with someone to be able to sleep? That'd be a weird sleep disorder.... Wonder what it'd be called? GottaSleepWithSomeoneItis? Or ICan'tSleepAlonePox? Not only can I create new words, I create new diseases.... Sweet.

I wonder if there's a Cuddler's Anonomyous I can join somewhere? :0)

thats it for the moment.

later.