Not Your Average Jane

I am a spoiled, bossy, knowit all, control freak, bratty chicadee.

So sayth Sean-ey - one of my mantionaries... (Mantionary = guy friends that tell you how guys think or why they act they way they do....)

I'm a spoiled brat because I expect things to turn out my way and on my time. A bit unrealistic to do but true of me. When I want something or some guy I want it on my time card no one elses... Which is why I have a problem with people say all in good time... Anything good is worth waiting for.... Pretty much if if I can't control a situation or predict how it might turn out I don't like it. Especially when it comes to my love life.

Speaking of which I'm sick and tired of chasing guys. Especially guys that I'm not even sure if they're even digging me to begin with. I want to be chased for once.... Screw modern metrosexuality male... I want a guy that'll take the lead (at least as much as I'll let him - theres that bossy/controlling thing again), one who'll make the first move and not hmm and haw over it. Someone who can take a decent lead when we dance and not tiptoe around me... Someone who gives me shit as much as I tend to give everyone... And for God sakes, can we can the term hanging out when in reference to dates? Just call em what they are.... Don't puss out and take the easy road. Where's the challenge in it if its easy?

I'm just frustrated with men in general right now is all. I don't want to have to make the first move yet again.... While in most respects I'm an independant modern woman of the 21st century, in a lot of others I dig the old school attitude... The guy makes the first move, opens doors, brings flowers... The whole nine...

I guess I'm screwed at the moment because I don't see any guys like that on my horizon.

Which sucks big brown greasy monkey balls since I'm tired of being single.

Laters.

posted by Ali @ 10:16 PM