B made an interesting point.... Like a lot of women I'm hard to please when it comes to the romance department... He added a disclaimer after that, that after my last ex it was sort of understandable though... He was like, if I dumped a girl because I found out she'd been cheating on me and then lied to me about it, I'd probably be a lil scarred by it too...
Then we talk about the Ideal Mate.... And somehow get into the Ideal Job, too... I tell him I'm not sure I can ever find either... He does a lovely job of reassuring me, both are out there... But now that hes gone I'm sitting here wondering if I'm too picky? Or too stubborn? I know what I want and I refuse to settle for less... Sometimes to my own detriment....
Then he poked fun of me since I'm reading a book of Maya Angelou's poems as well as a book on American poets and yet another compilation of British poets too... He's like you haven't finished the Dog Whisperer book yet OR the Jack Kerouac and you're starting something new? I told him I could read em all at the same time... Besides I haven't touched On the Road since before I was fired... It requires a bit more concentration than I'm willing to give right now... I feel like I was a freaking genius reading it in high school....lol... And the Dog Whisperer book, the guy just sounds really self righteous so I'm not really wanting to finish that one...
Then he did the one thing I love most in the world... He brought up his old Gibson (it was like his 1st guitar and he never goes anywhere without it, even though he has like 5 others, its still his favorite....) and played for a while.... I swear there is nothing better than a guy with an acoustic guitar... Its one of the prettiest sounds in the world....
Is it any wonder I have a thing for musicians?
At least I'm over my fireman thing... (go me...
)Aight I'm going to bed... I'm starting to make a lot of mistakes and I'm all nice and relaxed from the wine... One thing could make this night perfect... But thats not gonna happen for more than one reason....
Laters.


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