Thursday, September 07, 2006

Just a warning, I'm listening to Blue October bootlegs... For those that know me, I tend to get deep when I listen to em...

I went to the Palace tonight and discovered other reasons I didn't like it... They don't have Smirnoff Ice... And they have random drunk chicks dancing... I can't dance but their dancing made mine look like I was a professional or something... lol.... So I stayed there an hour or so... I think I was the only one paying any attention to Kyle... Then when I left I saw the sign out front said that Kyler Redd was playing tonight... i had to call Chelle and tell her... So I went to Wendy's for a snack and then Walgreens for some hair dye (I'm going blond again this weekend)... Then I hit Blanco's... Just long enough for a drink, cigerette (Sean left his pack in my car, he may never get it back... hehehe...) and a cute guy playing guitar.... I think his name was Justin... Whats up with my thing for Justins that play guitars? I have no idea... Anyway so I only recognized one or 2 people, but not really well enough to hang with them... So I came home... RIGHT as a bunch of muscley hotties came in... I was tempted to stay but just kinda said screw it and went home... And I gotta say it felt really weird being home before 11.... Probably since I'd planned to stay out til at least midnight... Ah well...

I'm going to attempt to make it to bed before 2 a.m. tonight... It hasn't worked in the last week or so... I haven't been to bed before 3 since sometime in the beginning of last week...

Tomorrow I'm going to run some errands for mom and shop for a dining room set some more... Tomorrow night Kyle (Redd)'s playing at the Firehouse with Brett (Mouton)and I want to go there... But I also promised Matt (Burns) I'd be at Kays... Its hard being in demand... Or something.... lol.... And Matt has a hot new guitarist too... Though I've never really been into guys with full beards... Shockingly I think almost every guy I've dated has had facial hair in some form or fashion with one or 2 exceptions... Wow...

I may get ambitious and go see Bleu Friday night too, if I don't stay out too late tomorrow night... Though if a certain someone goes out tomorrow night and I just 'happen' to run into him then who knows when I'll actually get home.... :0)

Speaking of him... Theres something I forgot to add in last night... Chelle knows about it... He has really good taste (aside from being into me) theres a chick that always goes to Kay's Tuesdays (she's also the one who hooked up with Mark briefly and called him prissy) he looks at her and then at me and says she's just weird... I couldn't agree more... She could have a decent voice with some lessons, and she could play guitar if she had a few lessons... Her problem is she likes to drink to get drunk... ALOT... She was already gone by the time she got to Kays, which made for an interesting evening...

Anyway I also found out last night, this chick is going to Nashville this weekend for an exploratory type trip... She wants to play open mics up there and see how they go... And not just any open mic... No no no... At the freaking Bluebird Cafe... The most infamous open mic in the entire city.... From what I hear they can be brutal if they don't like ya... I'm curious to see how she fares....

Another thing that bothers me about her... The way she treats guys... I'm friends with more guys than girls, so I don't really claim to understand my own gender at times... Even though I am one of 3 girls... She was telling me how much she likes Cody (not like she'd do him but she admires him and thinks hes a nice guy for a musician) and when Cody was standing right there she was a total bitch to him... WHAT?!?!? I was all kinds of confused... Then I came to the realization she was lying... She probably is into him... Though I still don't really see why some girls think they have to act that way to get a guy... Hell there was drama in the bathroom of the Firehouse last weekend with a couple of girls that had formerly been best friends until one stole the interest of a guy the other was interested in... Why do women do this sort of thing to each other? I'm clueless.... I'll stick to playing 'the game' my way... I have less success sure but I feel good about myself and my actions at the end of the day... And thats whats important...


So on the way home from Blanco's I got to thinking (I was listening to Brandon Rhyder - another one who makes me think) what if I just keep driving? What if I go out past Katy and just keep on going west on I 10? (of course I'd never do that at night, it was just a thought...) What could happen? What if I just picked up and moved somewhere else? (again just random thoughts...)

I also got to thinking when I got home... I miss college life... It was so much easier... I enjoy life now just the same... Probably more so since I'm in my hometown and its not a dry county in the middle of Arkansas.... But I miss the easiness of it... All you were responsible for was going to class, doing the work, eating, sleeping, pay an odd bill like your cell phone or something and just live off your parents or scholarships.... There wasn't anymore stress than when your next paper was due or big test was.... A lot easier than life currently is... Though here lately, even being jobless, I don't think I'd trade my life at this very moment for anything... I have good friends... My family (the portion that I speak to) is awesome... My dog loves me and I heart her mucho too... And my love life's looking up especially in the last couple of days...

Like the song says... Who wouldn't want to be me? :0)

Laters.

posted by Ali @ 12:24 AM

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