Not Your Average Jane

I’m unreasonably anxious now… Tomorrow’s my first day at Spencer and I’m eager to get in there and get a routine established. And then move out eventually… But I’ve just got the first day jitters right now… This is the thing I hate most about acid reflux… I get anxious in the least and my stomach goes bonkers and I can’t eat and I’m lucky if I get much sleep… Then to top it all off I promised Jason since I didn’t go out tonight that we could hang out tomorrow night after I get off work… It started out as me taking a raincheck on going downtown tonight and somehow I wound up telling him to give me a call tomorrow and we could hang out ‘or something’… I don’t remember the last time I went out with a guy that I was really into and its kinda freaking me out… Theres a lot of hesitation because of the situation last night but there’s also the fact that the group of guys that was hanging all over those girls DIDN’T include him… Which reassures me a bit… Not much but enough that I’m willing to try to give him another chance… Plus I don’t know if I mentioned this or not but he’s a hot, snuggly, good smelling, firefighter… Yeah, and as far as I know he’s NOT a musician… He gets bonus points for that one… :0) Who knows I may even have a Valentine on Valentines Day this year… Hehehe… Ya never know right… anywho that’s it for now… laters.

posted by Ali @ 8:22 PM