Saturday, January 07, 2006

When did my mother become such a negative nelly? I guess it might have been gradual… One or two things last summer that I just kind of laughed off… But here in the last few days I’ve noticed it more… Now I know I used to be really paranoid about people breaking in and stealing all our stuff, raping us, a fire burning the house down, etc. I’m only really concerned with the house burning down now… But that’s a life long I don’t want to die in a fire fear more than anything else… Its weird cuz quite a few guys I’ve dated have been pyros… Ah well… Anyway Mom and her negative nellyness… I think I just made up a word… Ah well, not the first time and it probably will not be the last… So yeah… Mom’s quit being funny in her paranoia… I know I wrote about the whole murders near the Firehouse/driving through a bad part of town (Richmond to Fountainview is not a bad part of town… Not like its one of the wards or something…) and a couple of things last summer. NOW she’s bound and determined that washing my car with my body wash will ruin the paint job… I don’t know if that’s true or not, but there was so much dirt on there, I don’t know if the body wash even touched the paint job… (Seriously it was dirty enough to write wash me on the back – which someone was kind enough to do last week *coughSEANcough*. : 0) ) She’s such a worrier… She’s also attempting to make me put all my chickens (or is the cliché eggs?) in one basket. I have an interview Tuesday morning and then my meeting with the temp agency lady Tuesday afternoon. Shes like you should cancel your interview in the morning and not use the internet to look for a job. You don’t know anything about the company (or companies) and you might get screwed like you did with the secretary job last year. I told her I was pretty sure that was a one time thing and shes like I thought you weren’t going to look anymore until after you talked to Nancy (the temp lady)? Um, no… I WANT a job and I WANT to get the heck out of this house… And I’m doing my darnedest to do those things… I would think she’d be excited for me to have a job interview, it’s a step in the right direction…. At least that’s what I think…
ANYWAY… Other junk… I went to see the Burtchi Brothers at the Palace tonight with Lavinia… We went out to dinner at Goode and Co BBQ across the street first for some dinner… We spent the evening sinning and grinning… :0) And talking about stuff… I told her all about the new crush until I think I almost made her hurl… (Hey Lav? HODOWN!!!!!!!!!!!) But I’m pretty sure I got her to agree (a bit reluctantly) that perhaps he wasn’t like a lot of other guys we’ve both known… And I told her about being called on my stuff by the mutual friend… Who read my blog and messaged me… (He had delivered my message and I apoligized for having doubted him... I tried to explain I was being a bit of a brat just bitching in general in my blog but I knew they had other stuff going on and I didn't expect... Well anything to come of it... It'd be nice yeah, but I was thinking just to enlarge my circle of friends, you can never have too many ya know... If something did happen cool... if not, then oh well...) I wasn’t embarrassed or anything… I don’t really have much of a private life… I have a blog on the internet that Lord only knows who all reads (though I do know a few people that do including a few friends and at least one of my exes... I'm not psychic, they just leave me comments and messages about entries) and I’m extremely open about my life in general… You ask me a question and I’ll answer honestly… You may or may not like the answer but I have little to no shame so I really don’t care… I think its cuz most of my friends are guys that I’m almost shockproof… I’ve heard a lot that not a lot of girls have and I’m one of those girls guys think of as ‘one of the guys’… Mainly cuz I’m not like any other girl I know… I dig sports and the occasional beer… I dress really casually most of the time in jeans and t shirts and lil to no makeup. Its not a bad thing at all… In fact I rather enjoy it… But I also enjoy dolling up sometimes and going out and being girly… But back to the band… I really dug their stuff… I’m not really familiar with their music or who they are… But I’ve heard their name and I know other bands they’re written stuff with or collaborated with in some way that I do dig… So I figured what the heck… and I wasn’t disappointed in the least… So yeah… For once I’m out of stuff to stay… so that’s really it for the moment… laters.

posted by Ali @ 11:40 PM

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