Thursday, December 29, 2005

Ok, so I’m much better than I was last night… I was just so incredibly unbelievably pissed off. Now I’m over it for the most part, I just never want to see, talk to, or have to deal with that man in any way whatsoever. Lesson to him… Don’t fuck with me. Or else you get on my shit list… It’s short, since I don’t like wasting energy with hate or anger, but he’s now one of those privileged few. I can only think of like 3 people on it, THAT’S how short it is. Now he’s lucky number 4. If I could get away with giving him a piece of my mind with no consequences I would do it. But he’s such a ball-less wonder he’d go straight to my mom and tattle like one of her kindergarten students. Instead of the supposed 28 or 29 year old man he’s supposed to be. He’s such an asswipe. Linz and I were discussing this today, since mom told her most everything that went on and I filled her in on my end of things… Her words… He’s such an ass, he’s gotta be on drugs or something (she thinks coke), and he’s using a website with a good purpose to get laid. I’m not against sex, (in fact its almost the opposite) but to take advantage of girls that may (I admit they may sleep with him knowing the score) be using that site for purer purposes, is just not right. Linz also pointed out not all guys are there for that… (I think hes giving guys on the internet a bad name) As for the whole me not calling 911 thing… Linz brought up something (and I told her I was drunk, we are sisters after all) I’m a single, white girl and it was late at night, what about my own safety? I’ve seen girls in arguments with guys and if anyone tries to intrude they get their asses kicked… And that chick was drunk and belligerent and bigger than me (taller) so she would have at least one advantage over me. Linz said he should have been able to handle his own business himself… I told her about my his lacking balls comment and she agreed… And I'm not sure in what context or how it came up but mom mentioned something about wanting to move into John's townhouse after they get married because he weirds her out... Interesting....
On to happier things though… The cute sweet seeming guy from Tuesday night. Talk about your happy thoughts… :0) So I sorta kinda met him over the summer when I was always hanging out at the firehouse/kays listening to Kyle and Brett and those guys play… I don’t know if we ever ‘formally’ met but we saw each other around sort of. So I ran into him Tuesday (ok, so I knew he was playing there and I went to see him since I really dig his music) and Richelle shows up about halfway through… First time I’d seen her since August and I got to see the new tattoo and hear more about her new man, he sounds fabulous… I was going to request a song that he used to play a lot that I love but I didn’t get to before he was done. Too bad but I’ll live. Anyway so they finish up and his guitarist comes up to me and is like I know you, you’re ali from myspace right? And we visited for a few minutes. He goes away and then HE came over a lil while later. He’s all like so your from myspace huh? And I was like yeah but I used to see you every now and then over at kays for dubs songwriters nights… Turns out he’s not only an ex marine, and current musician (plus he wears a cowboy hat and looks fabulous in it *sigh*) he’s also a firefighter… I think before he uttered a word I was a goner… Turns out hes opening for somebody at the firehouse at the end of January and he hangs out at kays a lot… He never mentioned a girlfriend… I’m guessing between work, music and hanging out with his roomies at Kay’s, he doesn’t have a lot of extra time for a girlfriend. Anyway so we were talking for a bit and then he had to leave to check out a band at some other bar to audition someone for his band… He even apologized for dropping an f bomb which I can’t recall anyone ever doing… He got that cute lil boy who knows he may get in trouble for saying something he shouldn’t… So adorable… I spaced out completely and forgot to give him my #... But I remedied that today with a very casual message to a mutual friend who will pass along my message and #... Hopefully he does it and even more hopefully HE calls… :0) That would be awesome… I hope he does and I hate waiting but sometimes all the best things are worth the wait… So I hear… But I think I may get to see him again next Tuesday at the same bar, a different band is playing but he knows and likes the guy playing so who knows… Also it turned out that the firehouse he works out of is the one that should anything happen at mom’s its his company (or is it called ladder? I don’t know, I’m not up on my fireman terms) that answers the call… Kinda cool I thought… So yeah to recap… He’s hot in a cowboy hat, he’s so damn cute it hurts, he’s an ex marine/current musician/firefighter, polite, and seems really sweet. Is it possible that I may have found one of the last good guys in the world? And is it possible not all musicians are drugged out manwhores? (he said he's never done drugs, its the man whore part I have no idea about.)I don’t know but I hope to find out…. Laters.

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