Tuesday, November 15, 2005

My best friend is preggers and I found out from my sister… Wow… I didn’t even know she was trying to get pregnant till my sister told me… Then my mom told me she’d tried 3 home test kits that were all positive but she had made a dr’s appointment to confirm it… Now the fact that our families go way back is one thing but the fact that I learned this from my family instead of her I think really says a lot about our relationship… We don’t talk very often but when we do its never really about anything but catching up for the most part and attempting to make plans to get together (which we haven’t managed to do in like a year…). I found out her grandmother had died from my sister too… Her grandmother who was more of a grandmother to me than my own… The fact that my sister and hers are tighter than 2 peas in a pod while we seem to have drifted apart really bothers me and I don’t know how to fix it… We’re spending thanksgiving together so maybe I can work on that…
I finally told mom about dropping that class… I mentioned that I had an f in there when I talked to her Saturday and talked about going to see Wilma about it Monday… Then I called her Monday to tell her it had been dropped but I was okay to graduate and continue living in the dorms for the rest of the semester… She didn’t seem as upset as I thought she may be… I know that wasn’t the best way to do that but its done now and there’s nothing to be done about it…
I’ve sort of secluded myself the last few days other than going to class yesterday and Walmart last night… But I’ve been on a writing spree and it just keeps flowing so much that I just don’t want to stop…
Also its damn cold here… Again. Dammit. I braved the cold to go to the cafeteria and check my mail though… I had bbq pizza for the first time, even though it was cafeteria food it wasn’t bad… And I have been in the mood for BBQ lately… I got it… Just not the way I expected to…
I’ve also been starting to stress about what all to pack when I go home next week… ONE MORE WEEK!!!!! And I looked at my budget for the rest of the month and going to any shows while I’m home (even BEB this weekend) may not be possible… Sad, but I can live with it… I get to go home and I think that’s enough for me… That’s about it for now… My story’s calling my name again… laters…

posted by Ali @ 6:03 PM

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