Monday, October 03, 2005

Why is it I always have the same problem over and over.... Just different people are involved... Ugh... I want no drama but I will fight for what I want... Let's see if I can explain a lil better.... So there's a guy I like... Ok so whats new there... I just overheard (sorta) a comment someone made to him.... That confused the hell out of me... If it means what I think it means, then it means I may either have a fight on my hands or give up the field so to speak... And I'm not very good at giving up... I'm rather stubborn that way... Even if its like next month and I'm no longer into him, I'd still fight because I have this weird competitive thing going.... its very strange... So yeah I consulted most of the usual suspects I go to for advice and I got some wait and sees.... Don't jump to conclusions, kick her ass, kick his ass, if they do get together steal him, the classic run around naked, one throw him down and take advantage of him, and a focus on school not boys or two... I don't know which piece of advice I should follow, they gave me too many.... darnit... I'm not good with choices.... Most of them should know that after umpteen years of knowing me.... gosh darnit.... I'd love to use stronger language but I'm trying to watch it...
And to top it all off.... I have 2 papers and a presentation due in the next 2 weeks... Mom wants to see both the papers before she leaves for San Fran on Thursday... I've barely started on them... Research is done and a bit of writing on one but thats it.... And she wants it by today.... Um... Don't think thats gonna be happening...
I got like 3 hours of sleep last night... Shoddy sleep... I need someone to cuddle with, my body pillow is just not cutting the mustard.... Dangit.... I tried to convince B to come up but he's got a deadline this week on a story he' s barely started.... Sounds like hes in the same boat as me... I need my haircut.... Its getting kinda longish.... I need to dye it again too, but I don't know what color I want to go with this time.... Its either blond or red I know but I have to pick one.... and again with the decisions....
I got my books from mom.... I didnt need to with all the work I have to do darnit... already read one... oops... its a great escapism though and I'm really feeling like I need one... I may also go to bed early.... I need to wake up early.... maybe eat in the caf... go to westside about 1 ish.... oprah at 4 and gilmore at 7.... if i could just avoid the previews for supernatural (since its right after gilmore girls its impossible) I'd be good... Those things kinda freak me out.... Thursday I have that thing in Boreham through the JLC and an OSEA meeting at 11.... I'm gonna be a busy girl Thursday... Friday that paper on play is due and Friday night there's a drive in movie thing.... After that I don't really have a plan.... So yeah to go to bed or not to go to bed that is the question? Eh, we'll see.... laters...

posted by Ali @ 11:00 PM

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