Friday, October 14, 2005

I've slowly been coming to the realization of something in the last couple of days... And it just kinda hit me today... I'm comfortable with myself utterly and completely.... I used to fake attitude, acting all cocky and full of myself, and I called that confidence... But now I don't feel the need to act outrageous... Sure I cut loose on occasion, but I've mellowed (like fine wine I guess you could say...)... Alot... Now I don't have to talk all the time... I can listen or just chill out with silence... Sure I could listen before but now its not just like hearing the words.... Its like... A combination of reading body language and hearing the words... And I don't fill the need to fill the silence nearly as much as I used... I can sit with someone and just... be. Its a very cool feeling...
In other news.... I was told I had really big boobs a while ago... Made me giggle a lil... And it was from a cute boy so I'm taking it as a compliment.... :0) But I started rambling about boob sizes instead of just taking and moving on.... Ah well I'll live.... anyway time to get finish getting ready for the play tonight.... and theres a party I have some idea of the location of but I really don't want to go by myself.... I want to cuz a couple of the guys I'm diggin will be in attendance.... And I can molest em.... Or vise versa..... :0) I haven't been molested in a while.... Do boys not think I'm pretty anymore? j/k.... I didn't get a hey ali your hot and i want you, but I'll take you have really big boobs to start with.... ;0) k, I'm outtie for reals.... laters.

posted by Ali @ 6:12 PM

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