Ok, I did this earlier partially and then my computer froze.... dammit... But needless I was trying to sum up the last 2 weeks or so.... The theater bitches party a week ago Friday.... Being sick.... Midterms.... The cute boy I used to have a thing for now hanging out with me and acting like an old married couple but hes still dating the girl that won't have sex... So I get all the headache of a relationship and only a few of the benefits... Sex not being one of them.... dammit. So far most of the guys here have turned out to be better friends than I think they ever would as a boyfriend.... Though there is still one I hold out hope for.... Sure he's a musician too but he's really laid back and just cool to hang with....
I found out week before last there was a recall on one of the parts on my car... so I had to call the Russellville Toyota place and make an appointment.... So last Tuesday I go in and luckily it only takes an hour and half instead of the 3 hours they said it would take.... thank goodness.... i went to hastings after that and spent an hour and about 30 dollars... they had none of the cds I wanted.... darnit... ah well....
Fall break was this last weekend... No classes on Thursday (which I dont have any anyway) or Friday.... most everyone was out of town... I slept a lot..... I was supposed to go to Fayetteville to hang with Melly but I really didn't want to drive all that way and spend the money that would require regardless of how much I wanted to see Melly and get out of town...
So I did a lot of writing... watching movies.... reading... and about an hour's worth of homework... I also got a call from Wade (why is it I usually only hear from that boy when he's drunk?) Friday night about 12:30.... He was drunk of course.... He asked me if I watched dawson's creek... I was like I used to.... He's like what was that gay guy (he used the other term for it.... the one the brits use for cigerettes..... add got to the end.... yeah I dont want to say it I can't help it...) anyway.... I was like Jack? He's like no no.... it started with a P.... I was like oh ok... Pacey... ( I didn't try to argue he wasn't gay just gay looking cuz you don't argue with a drunk its not worth it...) he's like thanks you may have just gotten me laid.... and hung up... I laughed and text a bunch of people I know and that know him about it.... that was sort of the hi point of my weekend..... talk about excitement..... *insert eye roll*
I text a lot of people Happy Halloween.... And then I text Wade that if he got laid he owed me a hook up with Matt... Sure I didn't say his name but how many ex marines could that boy possibly know? Not as many as me... But thats only cuz Nat married an ex marine.... :0)
I also found out Bleu Edmondson is playing up here in Clarksville the weekend before thanksgiving break.... and the next week he's playing in Houston.... seriously he's gonna think I'm stalking him..... ah well somehow I'll live..... :0)
let's see... I'm addicted to myspace.... seriously.... its almost more addicting than GW with less drama.... actually so far no drama and I've been there a month or so.... I can totally deal with that...
Plus its a way to keep up with the majority of my friends... some old that I haven't talked to in a while and some from GW... a few from school and some new ones too.... plus a bunch of bands I'm into.... so its all good in the hood.... :0)
Its raining here in case anyone was wondering.... had been all day.... I'm glad I'm not a kid out trick or treating.... I'd hate it... especially since its coolish and rainy..... thats the combo I hate most in the world..... anything else (except snow and ice) I can handle.... ah well, least I dont have to drive anywhere in it.... :0)
thats really about it for now....
Not Your Average Jane
Monday, October 31, 2005
Sunday, October 16, 2005
So much drama for such a lil weekend.... Ok, not drama in the purest sense of what I've been through in the past and called drama... But drama nonetheless.... Let's start with Friday... The beginning of family weekend... People keep asking me where my mom is... I'm like she's only been up here 3 times in all the years I've been here... Its no biggie... Anyway so Friday they do dinner on the mall and I end up sitting with Di and Helen... Talk about weird... 2 of my 3 old coordinators from the JLC.... No way Fred could be there since he died a few years back of cancer... So one of the guys I'm into a few tables away and we're sort of flirting across tables... After I'm done I go over and announce its time to take a smoke break... He finished his dinner pretty quick and we were off... So we smoked and hung out for a bit... We go in and he goes to take a nap before the play... I come back to my room, thinking we've made progress... So I go to the play and at intermission I go outside to smoke... And I'm talking to him and couple of other people and end up missing the 2nd half... No biggie, I got to hang with cute boys and I don't need convos... I was just there cuz I know so many theater majors... Anyway so after the play me and a couple of guys (one of them the dinner guy) go to Dodges for some food.... We come back to the front porch and we're all talking and eating and everything... Then we go to this party at Leah and Lacey's.... I honestly don't think I should have gone now that I look back on it... Ignorance would be bliss I think , at least in this case... Sure I met some guys from Texas Tech that were up here for the weekend that knew who Blue October was and were into and I got to snuggle with another cute boy and play with a puppy, and got to hang out with a bunch of musicians jamming, but I don't think I like knowing what I know now... Anyway, so it seems everytime I looked over at him he was flirting with this one girl... Drunk off her ass, to boot.... So I'm thinking its no biggie right... WRONG..... I come back and talk to two people that had left after me.... Both of which had seen him half naked in her bed....
I was crushed to say the least... All I could think was this is so much like the Wade thing but oh so much more.... It didn't hurt nearly as badly as that though.... Which made me think about how much I really like him, etc.... Anyway so I go to bed and wake up early Saturday afternoon... I screw off most of the day, go to Walmart, etc.... And then about 9:15 or so me and some of the said cute guys from the previous evening go over to the theater.... Found out there that the boy that I was comparing to Wade, couldn't have had sex with her because she was a confirmed virgin... Not having sex till she meets the man she's gonna marry... I'm sure she'll do other things though cuz someone was telling me she dated a lot of guys last year, all tried and failed to sleep with her... Kinda funny... And kinda not..... So after that I got invited to a party but decided not to go... Partly cuz I didn't want to go to a guy's house that I didn't know and partly cuz I saw him, her almost in his lap, his hand on her upper thigh and I knew he was going and at that moment wanted nothing to do with him... Anyway so I came back and Sammy and I hung out for a few.... And then I came back to my room and watched In and Out.... And went to bed.... Woke up today about 11.... Stayed in bed for another hour, just chilling.... I heard a bunch of people out on the front porch midafternoon and so I went out there too.... He was out there... And eventually one of the other guys (that I'm still not sure is trying to hook up with a friend of mine or not.... I've heard conflicting reports....) I'm into showed up with some other guys... (one of them I could be into....) So we were all hanging out on the porch and then Annie started carving a pumpkin... Finally came back in about 3 ish... I ordered out pizza... About 6 I went over to student support and spent about an hour and half working on and finishing my powerpoint for Behavior Management tommorrow morning... Came back and went and rented Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants... That made me cry.... Freaked Sirena out when I walked into her room all red faced.... She thought someone had died.... After splashing some water on my face, Visine and a lil powder I looked almost normal... Smokers Circle at 11... Pretty short meeting tonight... And now here I be.... :0) I found out I missed the Astros game.... Where my future hubbie pitched and we won.... Too bad I missed it.... Ah well... Now I'm watching something on the History Channel about Nazis and the beginning of World War 2.... Also talked to mom and found out theres some sort of recall on my 4runner so I have to call Don McGill tommorrow to try to figure out whats up with that..... So yeah thats my weekend in a nut shell.... and then I just realized earlier this afternoon, I missed doing the Houston shows for Galleywinter.... Oops.... Too late to do anything now.... I think I may hit the hay early so I can be up bright and early and all prepared for my presentation at 9 am.... Laters.
I was crushed to say the least... All I could think was this is so much like the Wade thing but oh so much more.... It didn't hurt nearly as badly as that though.... Which made me think about how much I really like him, etc.... Anyway so I go to bed and wake up early Saturday afternoon... I screw off most of the day, go to Walmart, etc.... And then about 9:15 or so me and some of the said cute guys from the previous evening go over to the theater.... Found out there that the boy that I was comparing to Wade, couldn't have had sex with her because she was a confirmed virgin... Not having sex till she meets the man she's gonna marry... I'm sure she'll do other things though cuz someone was telling me she dated a lot of guys last year, all tried and failed to sleep with her... Kinda funny... And kinda not..... So after that I got invited to a party but decided not to go... Partly cuz I didn't want to go to a guy's house that I didn't know and partly cuz I saw him, her almost in his lap, his hand on her upper thigh and I knew he was going and at that moment wanted nothing to do with him... Anyway so I came back and Sammy and I hung out for a few.... And then I came back to my room and watched In and Out.... And went to bed.... Woke up today about 11.... Stayed in bed for another hour, just chilling.... I heard a bunch of people out on the front porch midafternoon and so I went out there too.... He was out there... And eventually one of the other guys (that I'm still not sure is trying to hook up with a friend of mine or not.... I've heard conflicting reports....) I'm into showed up with some other guys... (one of them I could be into....) So we were all hanging out on the porch and then Annie started carving a pumpkin... Finally came back in about 3 ish... I ordered out pizza... About 6 I went over to student support and spent about an hour and half working on and finishing my powerpoint for Behavior Management tommorrow morning... Came back and went and rented Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants... That made me cry.... Freaked Sirena out when I walked into her room all red faced.... She thought someone had died.... After splashing some water on my face, Visine and a lil powder I looked almost normal... Smokers Circle at 11... Pretty short meeting tonight... And now here I be.... :0) I found out I missed the Astros game.... Where my future hubbie pitched and we won.... Too bad I missed it.... Ah well... Now I'm watching something on the History Channel about Nazis and the beginning of World War 2.... Also talked to mom and found out theres some sort of recall on my 4runner so I have to call Don McGill tommorrow to try to figure out whats up with that..... So yeah thats my weekend in a nut shell.... and then I just realized earlier this afternoon, I missed doing the Houston shows for Galleywinter.... Oops.... Too late to do anything now.... I think I may hit the hay early so I can be up bright and early and all prepared for my presentation at 9 am.... Laters.
Friday, October 14, 2005
I've slowly been coming to the realization of something in the last couple of days... And it just kinda hit me today... I'm comfortable with myself utterly and completely.... I used to fake attitude, acting all cocky and full of myself, and I called that confidence... But now I don't feel the need to act outrageous... Sure I cut loose on occasion, but I've mellowed (like fine wine I guess you could say...)... Alot... Now I don't have to talk all the time... I can listen or just chill out with silence... Sure I could listen before but now its not just like hearing the words.... Its like... A combination of reading body language and hearing the words... And I don't fill the need to fill the silence nearly as much as I used... I can sit with someone and just... be. Its a very cool feeling...
In other news.... I was told I had really big boobs a while ago... Made me giggle a lil... And it was from a cute boy so I'm taking it as a compliment.... :0) But I started rambling about boob sizes instead of just taking and moving on.... Ah well I'll live.... anyway time to get finish getting ready for the play tonight.... and theres a party I have some idea of the location of but I really don't want to go by myself.... I want to cuz a couple of the guys I'm diggin will be in attendance.... And I can molest em.... Or vise versa..... :0) I haven't been molested in a while.... Do boys not think I'm pretty anymore? j/k.... I didn't get a hey ali your hot and i want you, but I'll take you have really big boobs to start with.... ;0) k, I'm outtie for reals.... laters.
In other news.... I was told I had really big boobs a while ago... Made me giggle a lil... And it was from a cute boy so I'm taking it as a compliment.... :0) But I started rambling about boob sizes instead of just taking and moving on.... Ah well I'll live.... anyway time to get finish getting ready for the play tonight.... and theres a party I have some idea of the location of but I really don't want to go by myself.... I want to cuz a couple of the guys I'm diggin will be in attendance.... And I can molest em.... Or vise versa..... :0) I haven't been molested in a while.... Do boys not think I'm pretty anymore? j/k.... I didn't get a hey ali your hot and i want you, but I'll take you have really big boobs to start with.... ;0) k, I'm outtie for reals.... laters.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
I've got nothing new or interesting to say about school... It is what it is and there's isn't anymore than midterms and the usual.... In fact I'm going to Fred's and maybe the Salvation Army this afternoon to procrastinate working on my presentation for Monday... I'm so bad.... But I'm sooo good at it... :0)
I need to call my guys this weekend... And moms.... and my sisters.... just catch up and stuff... and I have free minutes all weekend... I'm watching Lords of Dogtown... So far exactly like I thought it would be... Is it bad I can start predicting how surfer/skater movies are gonna go sorta? Ah well... Its got a decent soundtrack... I did finally get the first disc of into the west.... :0) Speaking of decent movies and music... I need to go to Russellville and hit Hastings... But then I've been saying that all semester... We'll see if I can do it this weekend... I just really don't want to go by myself... But it might be better if I did so I can take my time... Again we'll see...
Let's see.... Boys... One of em has a... er... girl toy I guess is a good word, so he's out.... That freshman's out but another is in... He was just too much of a baby... No shit... The other freshman... Big maybe cuz there's some stuff I'm not sure about... There's still an Okie in the running... And there's a new one who actually reminds me a lot of B... And 2 of the 3 are from Dallas... Once again proving my theory about me and guys from Dallas.... Surprise, suprise....
So I watched a Jew being kidnapped last night... Made me glad I only got blindfolded when I got kidnapped.... It was his birthday and a bunch of people jumped him and tied him up with duct tape and stuff... He was tossed in the back of a Blazer and me and most of the Smokers Circle went to Southpark for his birthday meal... It was awesome... Even though there were times I felt like John, Greg and Trey's mom at times... But thats almost normal for me.... So I got home about 1:30 or so and went to bed... Had a flu shot today.... Thats really my only real accomplishment for the day.... now my left arm hurts... dammit.... I'm gonna go finish getting ready and scoot.... laters.
I need to call my guys this weekend... And moms.... and my sisters.... just catch up and stuff... and I have free minutes all weekend... I'm watching Lords of Dogtown... So far exactly like I thought it would be... Is it bad I can start predicting how surfer/skater movies are gonna go sorta? Ah well... Its got a decent soundtrack... I did finally get the first disc of into the west.... :0) Speaking of decent movies and music... I need to go to Russellville and hit Hastings... But then I've been saying that all semester... We'll see if I can do it this weekend... I just really don't want to go by myself... But it might be better if I did so I can take my time... Again we'll see...
Let's see.... Boys... One of em has a... er... girl toy I guess is a good word, so he's out.... That freshman's out but another is in... He was just too much of a baby... No shit... The other freshman... Big maybe cuz there's some stuff I'm not sure about... There's still an Okie in the running... And there's a new one who actually reminds me a lot of B... And 2 of the 3 are from Dallas... Once again proving my theory about me and guys from Dallas.... Surprise, suprise....
So I watched a Jew being kidnapped last night... Made me glad I only got blindfolded when I got kidnapped.... It was his birthday and a bunch of people jumped him and tied him up with duct tape and stuff... He was tossed in the back of a Blazer and me and most of the Smokers Circle went to Southpark for his birthday meal... It was awesome... Even though there were times I felt like John, Greg and Trey's mom at times... But thats almost normal for me.... So I got home about 1:30 or so and went to bed... Had a flu shot today.... Thats really my only real accomplishment for the day.... now my left arm hurts... dammit.... I'm gonna go finish getting ready and scoot.... laters.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
No I'm not a nympho.... I swear.... I just LOVE men.... And I come on a lil strong sometimes with guys I'm into.... I won't apoligize for it... I do think however that I scared Ryan tonight... Either that or he was making an invite... Anyway he said something about strawberry flavored body parts and he's looking at me the whole time... And backing away.... So yeah I was tempted to make a comment about finding out if that was right but 3 other guys i'm into too were there... Now if I can't flirt with 2 guys at once, how in the hell am I supposed to be flirt with 4? Dammit, I need for there to be more of me....
And I kept looking at John.... And looking at his crotch.... And trying to figure out a polite way to ask, can I see your piercing.... Couldn't think of one... Also found out he's a bit of a pothead.... No biggie.... But I do now have a bitch.... I got one of those buy one get one free Camel deals and gave one to Trey.... He told me he's my bitch from now on.... Now how to use him.... *insert angel* Did I mention Trey has killa dimples? And he's from Dallas... *groan*
I don't know why but myspace hasn't worked for me in a couple of hours.... Tom sucks big brown monkey balls.... But it works for Sirena... Weird.....
Should I make my own life harder (ok, didn't mean for the innuendo here) and invite that freshman to Smoker's circle... So far Trey is the only freshman.... Unless Parkman is... I don't know what year that kid is he looks about 10.... But again that freshman is prolly way too innocent for Smoker's circle... And way to liable to be a bible thumper... But I could be wrong.....
Ok talk about your irony..... Mrs Robinson just came on..... More than a song.... It seems to be my freaking theme song.... Every guy I'm into right now is younger than me... Even Matt.... (Wade's hot friend) Its the punk cover of it too... Rock on....
Ok even though Ryan isn't leaving just taking less hours.... He still won't get out of my head.... Damn that lip ringed SOB.... :P Too bad I dig him.... Ah well.... When did I start not saying the names of people in here.... I can't remember when or why.... ah well.... I think I'm goin to bed... 7 am comes too darn early for me... laters.
And I kept looking at John.... And looking at his crotch.... And trying to figure out a polite way to ask, can I see your piercing.... Couldn't think of one... Also found out he's a bit of a pothead.... No biggie.... But I do now have a bitch.... I got one of those buy one get one free Camel deals and gave one to Trey.... He told me he's my bitch from now on.... Now how to use him.... *insert angel* Did I mention Trey has killa dimples? And he's from Dallas... *groan*
I don't know why but myspace hasn't worked for me in a couple of hours.... Tom sucks big brown monkey balls.... But it works for Sirena... Weird.....
Should I make my own life harder (ok, didn't mean for the innuendo here) and invite that freshman to Smoker's circle... So far Trey is the only freshman.... Unless Parkman is... I don't know what year that kid is he looks about 10.... But again that freshman is prolly way too innocent for Smoker's circle... And way to liable to be a bible thumper... But I could be wrong.....
Ok talk about your irony..... Mrs Robinson just came on..... More than a song.... It seems to be my freaking theme song.... Every guy I'm into right now is younger than me... Even Matt.... (Wade's hot friend) Its the punk cover of it too... Rock on....
Ok even though Ryan isn't leaving just taking less hours.... He still won't get out of my head.... Damn that lip ringed SOB.... :P Too bad I dig him.... Ah well.... When did I start not saying the names of people in here.... I can't remember when or why.... ah well.... I think I'm goin to bed... 7 am comes too darn early for me... laters.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
So I almost bitch slapped a girl at dinner tonight.... She got on my last nerve and proceeded to dance on it... She was bound and determined that she was right and nothing I could say would persuade her otherwise... Ah well, I'll live since I don't have to see her very often... Yet more proof of why I get along with guys better than girls.... Guys forget arguments for the most part and don't hold grudges... I bet next time I see her, she'll be like a bull dog with a bone and bring up the same damn thing.... Argh....
Also talked to the cute boy who is hooking up with that girl he was making out with... Its a big awww thing.... They aren't labeling but they are 'hanging out'.... hmm..... So I think I'm adopting him as another brother... and prolly the keeper of the secret too... He's just too much like a lil bro to NOT adopt.... He does all that stupid annoying secretly funny stuff that all lil brothers do....
Now for the really juicey stuff... The reason people look at this page more often than anything else... The intellectual shit... Or boys... Eh, boys.... Why not? ;0)
So I woke up this morning thinking about a couple of particular boys... Ones a freshman and I think he's into me, and he's cute enough I guess but such a baby.... Damn near jailbait even..... The other... Well I was picturing him naked but not for the usual reasons... I'm freaking obsessed with the fact he has a piercing... There.... I forgot the techical name for it but its a 6 gauge and I haven't seen it but I'm trying to think of a good way to ask.... He's cute enough too I suppose (he's got big ears... not Will Smith big but still kinda out there...) but the whole mystery of that piercing's really got my attention.... And the other one... So much drama in that one's life in the last day or so... He was supposed to drop all his classes yesterday and go home... But I heard today he got talked into reducing his hours and staying... Which is awesome if its true...
Let's see what else.... I learned from Jessica that Chinese Buddahists have a female buddha... Not sure how or why that works but more power to em... Also learned that Buddhists don't believe in the bad in life... Sadness, misery, sorrow, that sort of thing... Very interesting... Not much of a life though in my opinion... Jess agreed.... Sirena got myspace and I'm giving her tutorials.... I check my myspace and facebook almost at the same time... A lot... I've barely gotten on Galleywinter in the last few days... Friday I thought about it and just sorta got on to check what I'd missed.... There's a play this weekend and its also family weekend.... there's a party friday night too.... whoo hoo.... Not much else occuring.... homework... classes.... the usual.... I have purpley pink streaks in my hair.... i got some cheap spray in stuff at Walmart and it washes out... Its kinda cool.... laters.
Also talked to the cute boy who is hooking up with that girl he was making out with... Its a big awww thing.... They aren't labeling but they are 'hanging out'.... hmm..... So I think I'm adopting him as another brother... and prolly the keeper of the secret too... He's just too much like a lil bro to NOT adopt.... He does all that stupid annoying secretly funny stuff that all lil brothers do....
Now for the really juicey stuff... The reason people look at this page more often than anything else... The intellectual shit... Or boys... Eh, boys.... Why not? ;0)
So I woke up this morning thinking about a couple of particular boys... Ones a freshman and I think he's into me, and he's cute enough I guess but such a baby.... Damn near jailbait even..... The other... Well I was picturing him naked but not for the usual reasons... I'm freaking obsessed with the fact he has a piercing... There.... I forgot the techical name for it but its a 6 gauge and I haven't seen it but I'm trying to think of a good way to ask.... He's cute enough too I suppose (he's got big ears... not Will Smith big but still kinda out there...) but the whole mystery of that piercing's really got my attention.... And the other one... So much drama in that one's life in the last day or so... He was supposed to drop all his classes yesterday and go home... But I heard today he got talked into reducing his hours and staying... Which is awesome if its true...
Let's see what else.... I learned from Jessica that Chinese Buddahists have a female buddha... Not sure how or why that works but more power to em... Also learned that Buddhists don't believe in the bad in life... Sadness, misery, sorrow, that sort of thing... Very interesting... Not much of a life though in my opinion... Jess agreed.... Sirena got myspace and I'm giving her tutorials.... I check my myspace and facebook almost at the same time... A lot... I've barely gotten on Galleywinter in the last few days... Friday I thought about it and just sorta got on to check what I'd missed.... There's a play this weekend and its also family weekend.... there's a party friday night too.... whoo hoo.... Not much else occuring.... homework... classes.... the usual.... I have purpley pink streaks in my hair.... i got some cheap spray in stuff at Walmart and it washes out... Its kinda cool.... laters.
Monday, October 10, 2005
Ok I wrote this when I got home at like 2 am Saturday night/Sunday morning....
I so don’t know what to do…. I think I’m over the cutie, I know I’m over the hottie RA… He’s still hot but once you hook up with another chick… Yeah… Actaully in the cutie’s case… I’ve started to realize he’s not that hot… and he started making out with some random chick and they were both relatively sober… So yeah…. But I do have another problem… I’ve asked everyone what to do but no one seems to be able to provide any good advice… The hot boy… Oh my… The hot boy… The things I could do to that boy… If only I could string together a sentence around him… Dammit… Now at least one person (up here) whose not a good keeper of secrets knows I have a thing for him… I had had a few drinks and I asked where he was, turns out he’d gone home… I told Jon I couldn’t make out with anyone cuz 2 of the guys I wanted had left… And then I told him about the hot boy… He didn’t really say much… He was really really tired poor thing… So I don’t know if he’ll even remember it… I almost hope he does… Is that horrible of me? To hope that someone else will take care of it for me? I know I shouldn’t and that’s not the way the way things should be but it would make life so much easier… I wanted to make out tonight… And I really would have liked it to be with the hot boy…. The only play I got was a couple of kisses from Ash… No tongue or anything just like lil smacks is all… Anyway I don’t know what to think about the hot boy… Well I do… But I don’t all at the same time… It sucks…
I don’t know if his feelings are hurt about me turning him down… I was totally kidding I don’t know if he knows that… I want to tell him that but I don’t know how to bring it up or even if I should… Hence my confusion… And it sucks…
I have an idea of what I can do… But tonight he left too soon for me to start enacting it… Dammit… But I can start it tomorrow night… Maybe… If he shows up at smokers circle… He should but theres no guarantee…. Since he’s not a smoker…. And he’s usually so silent out there too… I don’t know why… Its not like he doesn’t have anything to say… I’ve heard him make some very intelligent conversation before (the whole monkeys and evolution one after which I shot him down and things haven’t really been the same since… and I think he has a thing for Mary whose dating Dane but may possibly be breaking up with Dane again?)… So yeah Smokers circle I’m gonna start doing what I should have done and NOT listened to Rach to form my first impressions of him… I know better than most that rumors aren’t usually true… And I’ve tried to never be prejudice about people… I like to form my own opinions before judging people…. In this case for some reason I let her influence my thinking… I don’t know why…
I can’t think anymore… I’m going to bed…
and I wrote this today..... any similarities or copying you'll have to forgive cuz I didn't remember what I wrote...
Its probably not a good idea to dis Tom on his own site… I’ve come to that conclusion… Not a lot of thought required… Whereas typing seems to be requiring a lot of that… So yeah Stu and JD aren’t the only ones that get annoyed when it goes down… Unlike other things that could be good going down…. O my… bad bad Ali…. :0) OOOO, Jack Johnson’s on… Sweet… Sorry ADD’s kicking in… I’m surprised it hasn’t before now… This particular play lists rocks… Most of my punk and acoustic stuff is on it… Plus some Tool and Trapt…. For some reason though its not playing some of it weird… I was told I need to check out my chemical romance too… I’ll put that on my long ass to check out list… Right now its about as long as my arm… From Josh Owens whom my brother recommended and he also suggested Harley Dean… I think he also tried to hook me up but that’s another story… 20’s not too young for me but the baby face isn’t my style… I just can’t molest a guy who looks 10… Sorry… Theres Paul Eason and Rex Robards and the guys told me I need to look at Hawthorne Heights too… Argh… So many bands so lil time…
So yeah, time for the brilliance that is me…. I have discovered that if I put my self in the shoes of one of the guys I’m into, I can kinda predict his reaction…. Very cool feeling… I discovered that just sitting on the front porch tonight… I was right and knowing that is fucking awesome… How often am I right about guys I dig? A handful of times… Guys I’m not into I can tell ya what they’ll do in any given situation but when I like em my instincts are somewhat… skewed to say the least….
So I should be working on that paper for tomorrow but instead I blog and hang out on the front porch… But I hung out with a couple of guys I dig… Not long enough for me… But then what is? I also began enacting my evil plan to get a guy I want… I’m soo damn bad… Ooo Jimmy Eats World… Nice… I love having ADD…. And Jimmy Eats World is awesome… Praise Chorus is currently on… Nice… So my weekend… I got a couple of DDs from Fall Fandango… I got to hear Randy Rogers singing Hill Country, and a couple of Pat Green songs… Not the same as being there but it’ll do for now… So about 10:45 last night a bunch of people meet up in Rose and Krissy’s room (including a couple of guys I’m into, SWEET!) and go to India and D’s for a party… They had this killa punch… It was like fruit punch, vodka, and pineapple juice combined… I had a glass and I didn’t even get a good buzz going… Ah, well… I still harassed and molested boys…. That’s the important part… :0) And one or 2 I even have a thing for… There was dancing and drinking and people making out with people… Girls with girls, girls with guys…. All I got was a kiss from Ash… (closed mouth, get your minds outta the gutter) I was talking to Jon outside at one point and I was like I wanna make out with someone and you’re too young for me and 2 guys I want to with left and one’s in the parking lot making out with another girl… That’s right… In the parking lot, making out with another girl… I didn’t move fast enough… Oh, well I’ll live and I couldn’t have felt much for him any cuz when I saw it I was like oh ok.… Needless to say my thing for him is finished…. Anyway so Jon asked me who the guys were that left and I told him… Now if he remembers I’ll be amazed cuz he wasn’t drunk he was just sooo tired he was acting drunk… I think he said he’d had like 6 hours of sleep in the last 3 days…. Whatever it was it wasn’t a lot… So yeah I got back to my room a lil before 2…. Woke up at about noon…. Mom had called and so had matt… text him back and got a phone call… I didn’t realize it wasn’t him but Josh Owens I was talking to for a minute or two… Talked to Matt for a few… Ate lunch, sorta… Watched crash…. Hung out with Rose and Krissy… Ate dinner at Subway… Talked to mom…. She told me all about Barbara’s funeral…. She was tired but she’s off work tomorrow… Lucky her… Found out my sis got back together with her boyfriend… And she’s already started to study for finals… Damn…. Now I really feel like a slacker having not even gotten to midterm…. Went to Smoker’s circle and found out Rose had to go to the hospital cuz of her pancreas… All that stuff with the hot boy… It was good… And now Praise Chorus is on again… Weird… I didn’t know it was on here twice… Ah well… It’s a good song… That’s really it for now… laters….
I so don’t know what to do…. I think I’m over the cutie, I know I’m over the hottie RA… He’s still hot but once you hook up with another chick… Yeah… Actaully in the cutie’s case… I’ve started to realize he’s not that hot… and he started making out with some random chick and they were both relatively sober… So yeah…. But I do have another problem… I’ve asked everyone what to do but no one seems to be able to provide any good advice… The hot boy… Oh my… The hot boy… The things I could do to that boy… If only I could string together a sentence around him… Dammit… Now at least one person (up here) whose not a good keeper of secrets knows I have a thing for him… I had had a few drinks and I asked where he was, turns out he’d gone home… I told Jon I couldn’t make out with anyone cuz 2 of the guys I wanted had left… And then I told him about the hot boy… He didn’t really say much… He was really really tired poor thing… So I don’t know if he’ll even remember it… I almost hope he does… Is that horrible of me? To hope that someone else will take care of it for me? I know I shouldn’t and that’s not the way the way things should be but it would make life so much easier… I wanted to make out tonight… And I really would have liked it to be with the hot boy…. The only play I got was a couple of kisses from Ash… No tongue or anything just like lil smacks is all… Anyway I don’t know what to think about the hot boy… Well I do… But I don’t all at the same time… It sucks…
I don’t know if his feelings are hurt about me turning him down… I was totally kidding I don’t know if he knows that… I want to tell him that but I don’t know how to bring it up or even if I should… Hence my confusion… And it sucks…
I have an idea of what I can do… But tonight he left too soon for me to start enacting it… Dammit… But I can start it tomorrow night… Maybe… If he shows up at smokers circle… He should but theres no guarantee…. Since he’s not a smoker…. And he’s usually so silent out there too… I don’t know why… Its not like he doesn’t have anything to say… I’ve heard him make some very intelligent conversation before (the whole monkeys and evolution one after which I shot him down and things haven’t really been the same since… and I think he has a thing for Mary whose dating Dane but may possibly be breaking up with Dane again?)… So yeah Smokers circle I’m gonna start doing what I should have done and NOT listened to Rach to form my first impressions of him… I know better than most that rumors aren’t usually true… And I’ve tried to never be prejudice about people… I like to form my own opinions before judging people…. In this case for some reason I let her influence my thinking… I don’t know why…
I can’t think anymore… I’m going to bed…
and I wrote this today..... any similarities or copying you'll have to forgive cuz I didn't remember what I wrote...
Its probably not a good idea to dis Tom on his own site… I’ve come to that conclusion… Not a lot of thought required… Whereas typing seems to be requiring a lot of that… So yeah Stu and JD aren’t the only ones that get annoyed when it goes down… Unlike other things that could be good going down…. O my… bad bad Ali…. :0) OOOO, Jack Johnson’s on… Sweet… Sorry ADD’s kicking in… I’m surprised it hasn’t before now… This particular play lists rocks… Most of my punk and acoustic stuff is on it… Plus some Tool and Trapt…. For some reason though its not playing some of it weird… I was told I need to check out my chemical romance too… I’ll put that on my long ass to check out list… Right now its about as long as my arm… From Josh Owens whom my brother recommended and he also suggested Harley Dean… I think he also tried to hook me up but that’s another story… 20’s not too young for me but the baby face isn’t my style… I just can’t molest a guy who looks 10… Sorry… Theres Paul Eason and Rex Robards and the guys told me I need to look at Hawthorne Heights too… Argh… So many bands so lil time…
So yeah, time for the brilliance that is me…. I have discovered that if I put my self in the shoes of one of the guys I’m into, I can kinda predict his reaction…. Very cool feeling… I discovered that just sitting on the front porch tonight… I was right and knowing that is fucking awesome… How often am I right about guys I dig? A handful of times… Guys I’m not into I can tell ya what they’ll do in any given situation but when I like em my instincts are somewhat… skewed to say the least….
So I should be working on that paper for tomorrow but instead I blog and hang out on the front porch… But I hung out with a couple of guys I dig… Not long enough for me… But then what is? I also began enacting my evil plan to get a guy I want… I’m soo damn bad… Ooo Jimmy Eats World… Nice… I love having ADD…. And Jimmy Eats World is awesome… Praise Chorus is currently on… Nice… So my weekend… I got a couple of DDs from Fall Fandango… I got to hear Randy Rogers singing Hill Country, and a couple of Pat Green songs… Not the same as being there but it’ll do for now… So about 10:45 last night a bunch of people meet up in Rose and Krissy’s room (including a couple of guys I’m into, SWEET!) and go to India and D’s for a party… They had this killa punch… It was like fruit punch, vodka, and pineapple juice combined… I had a glass and I didn’t even get a good buzz going… Ah, well… I still harassed and molested boys…. That’s the important part… :0) And one or 2 I even have a thing for… There was dancing and drinking and people making out with people… Girls with girls, girls with guys…. All I got was a kiss from Ash… (closed mouth, get your minds outta the gutter) I was talking to Jon outside at one point and I was like I wanna make out with someone and you’re too young for me and 2 guys I want to with left and one’s in the parking lot making out with another girl… That’s right… In the parking lot, making out with another girl… I didn’t move fast enough… Oh, well I’ll live and I couldn’t have felt much for him any cuz when I saw it I was like oh ok.… Needless to say my thing for him is finished…. Anyway so Jon asked me who the guys were that left and I told him… Now if he remembers I’ll be amazed cuz he wasn’t drunk he was just sooo tired he was acting drunk… I think he said he’d had like 6 hours of sleep in the last 3 days…. Whatever it was it wasn’t a lot… So yeah I got back to my room a lil before 2…. Woke up at about noon…. Mom had called and so had matt… text him back and got a phone call… I didn’t realize it wasn’t him but Josh Owens I was talking to for a minute or two… Talked to Matt for a few… Ate lunch, sorta… Watched crash…. Hung out with Rose and Krissy… Ate dinner at Subway… Talked to mom…. She told me all about Barbara’s funeral…. She was tired but she’s off work tomorrow… Lucky her… Found out my sis got back together with her boyfriend… And she’s already started to study for finals… Damn…. Now I really feel like a slacker having not even gotten to midterm…. Went to Smoker’s circle and found out Rose had to go to the hospital cuz of her pancreas… All that stuff with the hot boy… It was good… And now Praise Chorus is on again… Weird… I didn’t know it was on here twice… Ah well… It’s a good song… That’s really it for now… laters….
Friday, October 07, 2005
Walmart doesn't believe in garter belts obviously... I went there earlier and I could not find even one.... Thats all I need for my Halloween costume... I got fish nets, boots, the outfit and I know how to do my hair and I have a couple of cute fake tats I can use.... I'm set and the dance is still like a week away.... ugh... Ah well... I still have plenty to do in the mean time and there is a lingerie shop here in town I can go to....But yeah, I have to finish that paper on play for dr lynda by 4 pm... Shouldn't be too difficult.... then I have that paper for dr strain due monday.... thats gonna be a toughie.... And then a week from monday I have that presentation in Dr Betty's class.... And thats midterms.... Then fall break in a week after that... And I still don't know if I'm going home or what... Or if I can go to the Blue show in Little Rock.... We'll just have to wait and see.....
So lets see what else... Oh, yeah I redid my hair earlier too... They didn't have garters at Walmart so I got hair dye.... Go me... The Astros lost 7-1.... Ugh.... I went to a thing on ADD the JLC did and it was kinda a review of a bunch of stuff I've learned.... I slept most of the afternoon.... The only thing that could have made that better would have been to have company... I couldn't have done anything since I was just THAT tired.... Laid down about 1... Woke up briefly when Lav text me and then text her back and went back to sleep... Woke up in time for part of Oprah... Not the greatest one today.... She had the cast of Crash on... I didn't really pay attention since I was on myspace and checking my email at the time....
Let s see.... I also think I may have misjudged not one but 2 guys.... In a good way though.... The quiet one... I thought he was a quiet loser virgin type.... He's kinda quiet in a group but get him one on one and he's chatty cathy.... He has some confidence problems I think... And I'm pretty sure he's not a virgin... Thank God.....I don't want to break in a new model.... And he has experience in one of the greatest gifts a girl can recieve..... A trip free of charge south of the border.... I don't know if he's good at it but he does it and seems to like it.... Interesting.... One of like 6 guys I know that do.... Whoo hoo... And good news (I think) he's not as easy manipulated as I thought he was... Another thank God goes here....
And I think i may have been wrong about the guy who I thought was dumb as a brick... He may not be the smartest cookie in the box, but I know better than most there are different sorts of intelligences.... And I think he's smart enough in most things but he knows more than I ever will about some things... I know I prolly shouldn't have listened to Rach.... Considering she's a freshman and one of those innocents I was afraid of corrupting yeah not my best idea to take her opinion seriously... And I honestly think I may have hurt his feelings the other day turning him down... I was joking and sometimes I forget not everyone knows me well enough to know 98 % of the stuff I say is a joke.... The other 2% is usually advice or bossying people around.... Anyway, he's cute and I would probably do him, except for what Rach told me.... But now that I'm not so sure she was right..... And yes I'm nursing a wee bit of a crush on him as well.... So sue me... I like cute boys.... :0)
And the hot RA may well be out of the running.... I think he's hooking up with a chick over in Smith... Ah well.... It was nice while it lasted....
I think I'm gonna try to go to bed... Sleeping most of the afternoon prolly didn't help... Did I eat dinner? I can't remember... I know I was in the caf and I took a bunch of brownies and I had some squash and some potato something or other but I don't think I ever had a main dish.... ah well...
really bed time now... laters....
So lets see what else... Oh, yeah I redid my hair earlier too... They didn't have garters at Walmart so I got hair dye.... Go me... The Astros lost 7-1.... Ugh.... I went to a thing on ADD the JLC did and it was kinda a review of a bunch of stuff I've learned.... I slept most of the afternoon.... The only thing that could have made that better would have been to have company... I couldn't have done anything since I was just THAT tired.... Laid down about 1... Woke up briefly when Lav text me and then text her back and went back to sleep... Woke up in time for part of Oprah... Not the greatest one today.... She had the cast of Crash on... I didn't really pay attention since I was on myspace and checking my email at the time....
Let s see.... I also think I may have misjudged not one but 2 guys.... In a good way though.... The quiet one... I thought he was a quiet loser virgin type.... He's kinda quiet in a group but get him one on one and he's chatty cathy.... He has some confidence problems I think... And I'm pretty sure he's not a virgin... Thank God.....I don't want to break in a new model.... And he has experience in one of the greatest gifts a girl can recieve..... A trip free of charge south of the border.... I don't know if he's good at it but he does it and seems to like it.... Interesting.... One of like 6 guys I know that do.... Whoo hoo... And good news (I think) he's not as easy manipulated as I thought he was... Another thank God goes here....
And I think i may have been wrong about the guy who I thought was dumb as a brick... He may not be the smartest cookie in the box, but I know better than most there are different sorts of intelligences.... And I think he's smart enough in most things but he knows more than I ever will about some things... I know I prolly shouldn't have listened to Rach.... Considering she's a freshman and one of those innocents I was afraid of corrupting yeah not my best idea to take her opinion seriously... And I honestly think I may have hurt his feelings the other day turning him down... I was joking and sometimes I forget not everyone knows me well enough to know 98 % of the stuff I say is a joke.... The other 2% is usually advice or bossying people around.... Anyway, he's cute and I would probably do him, except for what Rach told me.... But now that I'm not so sure she was right..... And yes I'm nursing a wee bit of a crush on him as well.... So sue me... I like cute boys.... :0)
And the hot RA may well be out of the running.... I think he's hooking up with a chick over in Smith... Ah well.... It was nice while it lasted....
I think I'm gonna try to go to bed... Sleeping most of the afternoon prolly didn't help... Did I eat dinner? I can't remember... I know I was in the caf and I took a bunch of brownies and I had some squash and some potato something or other but I don't think I ever had a main dish.... ah well...
really bed time now... laters....
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Ok I'm going to be a lil girly girl for a sec... I think he likes me!!!! *happy dance* I was walking down the hall to go outside to smoke and he happened to be walking by and went outside with me and he doesn't smoke.... I'm not sure if he was going cuz he saw me going or cuz a couple of mutual friends were outside.... So we're all out side and talking about monkeys and evolution... I forgot how much I miss real conversations... Like the kind where I don't have to censor myself... It fucking rocks.... I forget how smart some people can be and open to different ideas... And totally willing able and wanting to talk about sex.... Its so damn freeing... Almost like being home again, except its usually all guys and me... Here its a couple of guys and a huge group of girls... Its interesting... And I've missed it... Last night was like wow... I haven't gotten to do alot of sex talk since I left home since most everyone I hang with here is all young and relatively innocent... Poor things.... And I don't want to corrupt them so I censor myself... I'm too damn nice.... I know...
So back to my story.... So our mutual friends get up and leave and we're both still out there talking... Just shooting the shit.... So I get up and toss my cigerette and he's ahead of me, holding the door open for me.... Wowza.... Either he was eager to go in or being a gentleman.... I think it was more the latter than the former.... I hope so anyway... So yeah he's smart, cute and a gentleman..... I'm doing pretty damn good I think... So yeah... We get inside and we're talking just standing around and I finally go downstairs.... So yeah I think he digs my chili... ;0) Or at least he's beginning to.... Which is cool..... :0) I also turned down an offer of sex from a cute boy whose as dumb as a brick... Sure he wasn't serious but when I said I wasn't that desperate yet, I meant it.... anyway I've got stuff to do... laters....
So back to my story.... So our mutual friends get up and leave and we're both still out there talking... Just shooting the shit.... So I get up and toss my cigerette and he's ahead of me, holding the door open for me.... Wowza.... Either he was eager to go in or being a gentleman.... I think it was more the latter than the former.... I hope so anyway... So yeah he's smart, cute and a gentleman..... I'm doing pretty damn good I think... So yeah... We get inside and we're talking just standing around and I finally go downstairs.... So yeah I think he digs my chili... ;0) Or at least he's beginning to.... Which is cool..... :0) I also turned down an offer of sex from a cute boy whose as dumb as a brick... Sure he wasn't serious but when I said I wasn't that desperate yet, I meant it.... anyway I've got stuff to do... laters....
Dreams are just goals you're afraid to commit to. You can have what you want.
Part of my Yahoo horoscope for today... Which is really weird cuz I had some dreams I remember last night that were odd.... They were like my usual dreams.... Only not... Let me see if I can explain better.....
So the cute/quiet boy from last night was the main feature.... Playing a secondary role was the cute/nice guy.... Ok, nothing too weird so far.... So I go to bed at like 3 this morning... Nothing too weird about that... I wake up about 3:31 (i looked at the clock) because I've had this weird dream about the cute/nice guy posting on his facebook profile for relationship status working on something... Um, ok... I need to quit using Facebook so much I think, but thats another story.... So I go back to bed and I start dreaming about the cute/quiet boy... That we were a couple... Nothing weird there... In my dream he was a really good kisser... Soft and sweet.... The kind that create that 'slow burn' feeling..... ;0) Perfect... And a fab cuddler... And his hair was all corn silky goodness... So here comes the weird part... Actually 2 weird parts... I refused to do anything sexual with him in his room cuz my former stalker was in the next room and I know I can be rather vocal in my... excitement.... :0) The 2nd weird thing was that when I was sneaking back to my room, breaking curfew of course (which shockingly I haven't done much of this semester...), and cute/nice guy is his RA and catches me breaking curfew... And he doesn't write me up, which I thought was nice.... Then my alarm started going off.... Darnit...
So if my horoscope is right.... Yeah, interesting.... Very interesting.... Its time for lunch... laters....
Part of my Yahoo horoscope for today... Which is really weird cuz I had some dreams I remember last night that were odd.... They were like my usual dreams.... Only not... Let me see if I can explain better.....
So the cute/quiet boy from last night was the main feature.... Playing a secondary role was the cute/nice guy.... Ok, nothing too weird so far.... So I go to bed at like 3 this morning... Nothing too weird about that... I wake up about 3:31 (i looked at the clock) because I've had this weird dream about the cute/nice guy posting on his facebook profile for relationship status working on something... Um, ok... I need to quit using Facebook so much I think, but thats another story.... So I go back to bed and I start dreaming about the cute/quiet boy... That we were a couple... Nothing weird there... In my dream he was a really good kisser... Soft and sweet.... The kind that create that 'slow burn' feeling..... ;0) Perfect... And a fab cuddler... And his hair was all corn silky goodness... So here comes the weird part... Actually 2 weird parts... I refused to do anything sexual with him in his room cuz my former stalker was in the next room and I know I can be rather vocal in my... excitement.... :0) The 2nd weird thing was that when I was sneaking back to my room, breaking curfew of course (which shockingly I haven't done much of this semester...), and cute/nice guy is his RA and catches me breaking curfew... And he doesn't write me up, which I thought was nice.... Then my alarm started going off.... Darnit...
So if my horoscope is right.... Yeah, interesting.... Very interesting.... Its time for lunch... laters....
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
I soooo have a new crush.... And he's soooooooooooo damn cute it almost makes my teeth hurt.... Someone made a comment about how good he smelled and I almost jumped him.... Damn.... I'm a fool for a nice smelling guy.... Not like the overwhelming smelly guys but like the you have to get close to em to be able to smell it and go hmm niiiiice.... :0) And he's got that hair thats just long enough and thick enough to play with... dizzle-am... and he seems to be one of those really quiet types... You know you gotta watch out for those... They'll surprise ya every time... usually in the best ways possible.... ;0) too bad his roomie is one of my former stalkers.... ugh.... I think I can get past that.... he's just sooo damn adorable...
time to catch up on my readings for tommorrow... Laters...
time to catch up on my readings for tommorrow... Laters...
I think the entertainment industry is trying to break me... Seriously... There's a couple of new CDs and DVDs that have come out in the last few weeks that I want and today.... argh... Ragweed's new CD (and a DVD), Sara Evan's new CD, Chris Cagle's new CD and Simple Plan's new live CD.... PLUS.... Into the West came out on DVD today.... I'm up a creek without a paddle.... Or in this case... I just want more than I can afford... Darnit... I've only heard one of Cagles new ones... But he's one of the ones I don't even really need to hear to know I'm gonna like... I might get lucky and Walmart might have Ragweed's new one too... They prolly will have simple plan edited.... And I still want Ryan Turner's new one and Brandon Rhyder's new one too.... argh.... And as for into the west.... yeah.... Thats how I spent most of my summer.... Planning for when it came on... Being jobless and trying to figure out what you're going to do with your life sucks.... Believe me I know... At least it was only through part of July... Mid July ish I figured out I was coming back up here and trying to start getting ready for that.... And resigning myself to the fact I was going to miss my family, friends, shows, good food, random roadtrips, and all the every day things about Houston I take for granted for 3 monthes..... So now I'm a month in..... I'm not as homesick as I was.... Though a trip home would be awesome.... Hopefully I get my wish over fall break.... keeping my fingers crossed.... so yeah... I'm gonna go do some more work on those darn papers and maybe get a jump on the presentation for behavior management in a couple of weeks.... ugh.... laters....
Monday, October 03, 2005
Why is it I always have the same problem over and over.... Just different people are involved... Ugh... I want no drama but I will fight for what I want... Let's see if I can explain a lil better.... So there's a guy I like... Ok so whats new there... I just overheard (sorta) a comment someone made to him.... That confused the hell out of me... If it means what I think it means, then it means I may either have a fight on my hands or give up the field so to speak... And I'm not very good at giving up... I'm rather stubborn that way... Even if its like next month and I'm no longer into him, I'd still fight because I have this weird competitive thing going.... its very strange... So yeah I consulted most of the usual suspects I go to for advice and I got some wait and sees.... Don't jump to conclusions, kick her ass, kick his ass, if they do get together steal him, the classic run around naked, one throw him down and take advantage of him, and a focus on school not boys or two... I don't know which piece of advice I should follow, they gave me too many.... darnit... I'm not good with choices.... Most of them should know that after umpteen years of knowing me.... gosh darnit.... I'd love to use stronger language but I'm trying to watch it...
And to top it all off.... I have 2 papers and a presentation due in the next 2 weeks... Mom wants to see both the papers before she leaves for San Fran on Thursday... I've barely started on them... Research is done and a bit of writing on one but thats it.... And she wants it by today.... Um... Don't think thats gonna be happening...
I got like 3 hours of sleep last night... Shoddy sleep... I need someone to cuddle with, my body pillow is just not cutting the mustard.... Dangit.... I tried to convince B to come up but he's got a deadline this week on a story he' s barely started.... Sounds like hes in the same boat as me... I need my haircut.... Its getting kinda longish.... I need to dye it again too, but I don't know what color I want to go with this time.... Its either blond or red I know but I have to pick one.... and again with the decisions....
I got my books from mom.... I didnt need to with all the work I have to do darnit... already read one... oops... its a great escapism though and I'm really feeling like I need one... I may also go to bed early.... I need to wake up early.... maybe eat in the caf... go to westside about 1 ish.... oprah at 4 and gilmore at 7.... if i could just avoid the previews for supernatural (since its right after gilmore girls its impossible) I'd be good... Those things kinda freak me out.... Thursday I have that thing in Boreham through the JLC and an OSEA meeting at 11.... I'm gonna be a busy girl Thursday... Friday that paper on play is due and Friday night there's a drive in movie thing.... After that I don't really have a plan.... So yeah to go to bed or not to go to bed that is the question? Eh, we'll see.... laters...
And to top it all off.... I have 2 papers and a presentation due in the next 2 weeks... Mom wants to see both the papers before she leaves for San Fran on Thursday... I've barely started on them... Research is done and a bit of writing on one but thats it.... And she wants it by today.... Um... Don't think thats gonna be happening...
I got like 3 hours of sleep last night... Shoddy sleep... I need someone to cuddle with, my body pillow is just not cutting the mustard.... Dangit.... I tried to convince B to come up but he's got a deadline this week on a story he' s barely started.... Sounds like hes in the same boat as me... I need my haircut.... Its getting kinda longish.... I need to dye it again too, but I don't know what color I want to go with this time.... Its either blond or red I know but I have to pick one.... and again with the decisions....
I got my books from mom.... I didnt need to with all the work I have to do darnit... already read one... oops... its a great escapism though and I'm really feeling like I need one... I may also go to bed early.... I need to wake up early.... maybe eat in the caf... go to westside about 1 ish.... oprah at 4 and gilmore at 7.... if i could just avoid the previews for supernatural (since its right after gilmore girls its impossible) I'd be good... Those things kinda freak me out.... Thursday I have that thing in Boreham through the JLC and an OSEA meeting at 11.... I'm gonna be a busy girl Thursday... Friday that paper on play is due and Friday night there's a drive in movie thing.... After that I don't really have a plan.... So yeah to go to bed or not to go to bed that is the question? Eh, we'll see.... laters...
I was complaining about being single earlier and Sean told me I should make a list… A list of qualities and characteristics I like in a guy and actively pursue finding a guy that fit them… He says I’m either too picky or not picky enough in a lot of cases… I need to find some happy medium… And I agree… He said I shouldn’t try to think of any one person that I’m into otherwise my list would be a bit biased… Also right… I have to hand it to him, he does do good ideas on occasion… And after an all nighter of playing San Andreas, that really impresses me… He was bouncing ideas off me for when Lori comes back from Cali later this week…. He’s got some really good, really romantic ideas… If I didn’t think of him as a brother and he wasn’t engaged…. Yeah… :0) So my list… Its really hard not to think of any particular person… Its like I want to take bits and pieces of different people I know and put em into this one perfect man… Very Frankenstein-like… So lets go shall we…
First and foremost he’s got to have a sense of humor… I’m amused by pretty much anyone and everyone in some way so that’s not too difficult… He’s also got to be able to give and receive heckling… I do it to everyone even myself and I don’t want to feel like I’m hurting someone’s feelings… Someone whose a bit of a smart ass, like Kevin… But knows when he’s gone too far… Also someone who knows how to listen and can provide a good sounding board if I have a problem… You know be a good communicator and stuff… Like B is…. One who can be my friend and my man at the same time… Someone who is respectful of me and women in general… A gentleman or a nice guy, if you will… Like Ev or W…. Someone who’ll open doors… Also someone who can be romantic… A girl likes hearts and flowers and all that good jazz… Someone who can give good back rubs would be a bonus… Someone with a passion for music, since it’s a huge part of my life and who I am… A guy who likes to cuddle but isn’t clingy…. Someone honest, sincere, and trustworthy…. Who likes kids and animals… Someone who respects my independence and my uniqueness… Also unmarried, uninvolved, and not gay are kinda givens…. At least for me… Also someone whose not into drugs, or is an alkie (though alcohol in moderation is cool)… Which brings up the age thing a lil… He also has to be old enough to drink legally… I’m very Mrs Robinson like here lately so yeah…. Someone who is goal oriented and has ambition in life and is actively pursuing his dreams… Someone who is intelligent, and responsible and not afraid to get down and dirty…. In all ways… ;0)
Physically… I have a weakness for blue eyes, but its not that big a deal… Matthew McConeghey’s body, eyes and dimples would be nice but unlikely… I really like all guys physically… Short, stocky types, tall, skinny ones…. Blond, burnette… blue eyes or green…. I like all types of guys.. The preppy ones… The artsy/alterno/musician types…. Surfers and other extreme boys (skaters, etc…) … I do have a weakness for cowboys I have to admit… Its not really as important as all that other stuff, but there has to be some sort of physical attraction…
That’s quite the list… And I tried not to think of any one particular guy but that’s hard…. So yeah with all those requirements, will Ali find a the perfect guy? Or better yet, if she does, will she have the nerve to get and hold him? That’s still to come on As Ali’s Life Turns…. :0) And I may actually take a piece of advice from a romance novel shocking... It went something like... If you're a smart woman, and you find a man like that just say to hell with the timing and thank your lucky stars.... Laters….
First and foremost he’s got to have a sense of humor… I’m amused by pretty much anyone and everyone in some way so that’s not too difficult… He’s also got to be able to give and receive heckling… I do it to everyone even myself and I don’t want to feel like I’m hurting someone’s feelings… Someone whose a bit of a smart ass, like Kevin… But knows when he’s gone too far… Also someone who knows how to listen and can provide a good sounding board if I have a problem… You know be a good communicator and stuff… Like B is…. One who can be my friend and my man at the same time… Someone who is respectful of me and women in general… A gentleman or a nice guy, if you will… Like Ev or W…. Someone who’ll open doors… Also someone who can be romantic… A girl likes hearts and flowers and all that good jazz… Someone who can give good back rubs would be a bonus… Someone with a passion for music, since it’s a huge part of my life and who I am… A guy who likes to cuddle but isn’t clingy…. Someone honest, sincere, and trustworthy…. Who likes kids and animals… Someone who respects my independence and my uniqueness… Also unmarried, uninvolved, and not gay are kinda givens…. At least for me… Also someone whose not into drugs, or is an alkie (though alcohol in moderation is cool)… Which brings up the age thing a lil… He also has to be old enough to drink legally… I’m very Mrs Robinson like here lately so yeah…. Someone who is goal oriented and has ambition in life and is actively pursuing his dreams… Someone who is intelligent, and responsible and not afraid to get down and dirty…. In all ways… ;0)
Physically… I have a weakness for blue eyes, but its not that big a deal… Matthew McConeghey’s body, eyes and dimples would be nice but unlikely… I really like all guys physically… Short, stocky types, tall, skinny ones…. Blond, burnette… blue eyes or green…. I like all types of guys.. The preppy ones… The artsy/alterno/musician types…. Surfers and other extreme boys (skaters, etc…) … I do have a weakness for cowboys I have to admit… Its not really as important as all that other stuff, but there has to be some sort of physical attraction…
That’s quite the list… And I tried not to think of any one particular guy but that’s hard…. So yeah with all those requirements, will Ali find a the perfect guy? Or better yet, if she does, will she have the nerve to get and hold him? That’s still to come on As Ali’s Life Turns…. :0) And I may actually take a piece of advice from a romance novel shocking... It went something like... If you're a smart woman, and you find a man like that just say to hell with the timing and thank your lucky stars.... Laters….
Sunday, October 02, 2005
I really shouldn't be doing this right now... I should just turn the computer off and walk away... I'm not really drunk... I'm just a tad on the tipsy side..... And that and technology are a bad combo.... Especially for me... And I only had 3 glasses.... And half that I chugged..... Of wine... I think that since I've been here my tolerance has gone straight down the toilet.... Darnit.... I'm keeping myself from posting on one of my many websites by the skin of my teeth.... I almost fell asleep on the front porch.... Post alcohol AND mexican food... My god I should have passed out hours ago.... :0)
Wherre's my cell phone? ..... I don't need to be using that right now... Lord Only knows who I'd call and piss off or make laugh... I do owe wade a few drunk calls though..... noooo.......
I could always call that cute boy and ask him if he wants to have a sleepover.... That'd be nice... I'd probably fall asleep on him.... darnit.... i really should sign off AIM..... its not good to be on there and tipsy.... a girl I dont like is on and so are 2 crushes.... lord love a duck.... i swear half the time I'm on aim.... I'm either invisible or not here.... ah well.... i was gonna talk about b and the guys haveing their guys night and doing 'manly man' things..... last i checked they were playing video games (san andreas mainly and a lil halo thrown in for flava or something...) and drinking beer.... And thats abnormal how? :0) but yeah they've been cracking me up all day.... they started at like 4 and they were still going when I talked to B like an hour ago.... Ah those boys.... lalalalala..... Sirena and Trenda went to Altus earlier and got some things... I placed an order with them but I probably should have gone with to get some better wine than what I got.... Ah well I'm happy and fuzzy.... I wonder what cute boy's phone # is.... I could call and invite him over.... hehehe.... bad ali bad... yeah I'm going to pass the blank out... hehehe.... I do need to work on a paper at some point but thats for later.... its not even due till the end of the week.... then i have another thats due that next week I need to work on too... lalala.... Wonder if I yelled if he'd hear me or if people would just tell me to shut the hot place up? :0) Man its been a while since I've been like this.... Its lovely...
Keith Urban's hot.... Just FYI.... I was watching something on GAC or CMT and he was on.... and the hair and the accent... o la la la...
I do have a complaint about the hot boy.... Whoduthunk? He compliments other girls but he has yet to compliment me..... Whats a girl got to do to get some attention these days? I'm just tipsy enough to consider the whole running around naked thing... Not gonna do it but I'll think about it.... lalalala.... the mexican food tonight sucked.... and el parien's usually good..... what the hot place?
the hot sauce was like tomato juice.... the tamales were blah and the enchiladas were like ground meat cooked and stuffed in a shell type thingy... and the rice was like.... plain rice with tomato flavoring.... i thought it was just me but Jem (Jim?) said the same thing.... we decided Tex/Mex has spoiled us for other attempts at mexican.... Torie agreed with us......
theres a costume ball in 2 weeks.... i think im gonna go as a pirate chick again... i have the costume and i love it.... so there... :P I hope i get to go with the cute boy but I'm not gonna hold my breath... same can be said for this friday.... theres a drive in movie thing.... we'll see.... yeah so another thing about cute boy.... He reminds me a bit of W.... The whole really nice guy thing, I think he's even one of those guys that holds the door open without being prompted, and the look he gets when he cusses.... Its identical to W's.... Its like that lil boy face where he knows he's done wrong and if wondering if anyone will notice.... utterly adorable... and he excused himself for it until I told him not to worry about it..... yeah... B2 and his every other word an f bomb drunk ass..... ANYWAY.... yeah cute boy.... oh heck.... i might have a B3..... ah well.... I think I'm gonna go to bed now.... I've babbled and made amazingly few mistakes... thank god for the delete key.... :0)
laters.....
Wherre's my cell phone? ..... I don't need to be using that right now... Lord Only knows who I'd call and piss off or make laugh... I do owe wade a few drunk calls though..... noooo.......
I could always call that cute boy and ask him if he wants to have a sleepover.... That'd be nice... I'd probably fall asleep on him.... darnit.... i really should sign off AIM..... its not good to be on there and tipsy.... a girl I dont like is on and so are 2 crushes.... lord love a duck.... i swear half the time I'm on aim.... I'm either invisible or not here.... ah well.... i was gonna talk about b and the guys haveing their guys night and doing 'manly man' things..... last i checked they were playing video games (san andreas mainly and a lil halo thrown in for flava or something...) and drinking beer.... And thats abnormal how? :0) but yeah they've been cracking me up all day.... they started at like 4 and they were still going when I talked to B like an hour ago.... Ah those boys.... lalalalala..... Sirena and Trenda went to Altus earlier and got some things... I placed an order with them but I probably should have gone with to get some better wine than what I got.... Ah well I'm happy and fuzzy.... I wonder what cute boy's phone # is.... I could call and invite him over.... hehehe.... bad ali bad... yeah I'm going to pass the blank out... hehehe.... I do need to work on a paper at some point but thats for later.... its not even due till the end of the week.... then i have another thats due that next week I need to work on too... lalala.... Wonder if I yelled if he'd hear me or if people would just tell me to shut the hot place up? :0) Man its been a while since I've been like this.... Its lovely...
Keith Urban's hot.... Just FYI.... I was watching something on GAC or CMT and he was on.... and the hair and the accent... o la la la...
I do have a complaint about the hot boy.... Whoduthunk? He compliments other girls but he has yet to compliment me..... Whats a girl got to do to get some attention these days? I'm just tipsy enough to consider the whole running around naked thing... Not gonna do it but I'll think about it.... lalalala.... the mexican food tonight sucked.... and el parien's usually good..... what the hot place?
the hot sauce was like tomato juice.... the tamales were blah and the enchiladas were like ground meat cooked and stuffed in a shell type thingy... and the rice was like.... plain rice with tomato flavoring.... i thought it was just me but Jem (Jim?) said the same thing.... we decided Tex/Mex has spoiled us for other attempts at mexican.... Torie agreed with us......
theres a costume ball in 2 weeks.... i think im gonna go as a pirate chick again... i have the costume and i love it.... so there... :P I hope i get to go with the cute boy but I'm not gonna hold my breath... same can be said for this friday.... theres a drive in movie thing.... we'll see.... yeah so another thing about cute boy.... He reminds me a bit of W.... The whole really nice guy thing, I think he's even one of those guys that holds the door open without being prompted, and the look he gets when he cusses.... Its identical to W's.... Its like that lil boy face where he knows he's done wrong and if wondering if anyone will notice.... utterly adorable... and he excused himself for it until I told him not to worry about it..... yeah... B2 and his every other word an f bomb drunk ass..... ANYWAY.... yeah cute boy.... oh heck.... i might have a B3..... ah well.... I think I'm gonna go to bed now.... I've babbled and made amazingly few mistakes... thank god for the delete key.... :0)
laters.....
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Ok things that annoy me right quick.... So I'm addicted to myspace as most people know by now.... So log in to see I have a friend request... Checked it out and here's part of the edited version of his profile thingy......
What you're looking for:
Height: Not important at all
Hair: I am much more attracted to dark color hair!
Weight: Weight is not important, but size is. Between size 6-7 up to 14-16
Eyes : also not important
Likes: I want her to like sci-fi things. I also want her to like staying at home with the family and taking care of them. I am poor and white, I want her to like being poor as well.
Almost none of which is me.... I like being average... Heighth, weight, etc.... I also have strawberry blond hair at the moment... Ok I'm a size 8-10, depending on what I'm wearing... But the fact this guy knows anything about women's fashion/sizes sorta freaks me out.... And the range is completely average... He doesn't want someone anarexic looking but yet he doesn't want Shamu... I can dig that... I don't know many girls the like sci fi... LOTR, Harry Potter sure... But Trekkie chicks? They're hard to find... And now we get to the part that pisses the hell out of me.... Not that the rest of that didn't annoy me... But the fact this guy is stuck in the dark ages and not in a good happy happy joy joy way.... Most families can't afford to have a 1 person income and while I can understand the wanting to take care of her, it makes me shudder.... Sorry I was raised to be independant by a single mom who won't take crap from anyone... And to my way of thinking when you get married its supposed to be a partnership in all ways... Now for that last bit.... Yeah... Should I really say anything?!?!?! What the hell.... In for a penny and all that.... I am poor and white and she shouuld enjoy being poor too... WHAT THE HELL!?!?!?! I don't know ANYONE that enjoys being poor... Its like I was telling Buddy earlier I don't think I know anyone who enjoys loses, the same could be said for being poor.... Why doesn't he just say I'm poor white trash and when I'm not driving a truck for a living I sit my fat ass on a sofa with a beer watching football, belching and scratching myself while the lil woman's in the kitchen, barefoot and pregnant making me fried chicken and mashed taters with gravy? Oh yeah cuz that just sounds unattractive.... I read that and then looked at his pic... I'm a lil superficial I can't help it... Yeah he's not Brad Pitt, or Matthew McConneghey..... And I'm a lil iffy if I'd forgive either of them for thinking that way.... So what's that tell ya? If I can forgive Matthew's dipping and not this what does that say? I feel pretty damn strongly about it thats what...
And I know I'm no Jennifer Aniston, Angelina Jolie or Pamela Anderson, but do I look like the kind of girl who would even consider, forgive me for sounding snobbish here, but to take a step down in lifestyle? And to even think that I would go near something or someone that has the potential to piss me off that easily? I'm not a snob... Lord knows my family's middle class by the grace of God and the hard work they do.... My sisters and I are lucky my daddy left us enough money when he died that we can do anything we set our minds to... Which is awesome.... And very freeing... No matter what goes wrong I'll have that cushion to fall on... Luckily I don't need it for more than my monthly allowance and tuition right now but there have been instances where I have needed it... Thats how I got my 4 Runner.... And how I paid off my credit card bill....
My family may occasionally shop at places like Neimans, but for the most part we buy knock offs/fakes at places like the ones on Harwin, outlet centers, the Market in Dallas, Loehmann's, Marshalls, and in Linz's case, Europe (its where she got the bulk of her fake Louis Vuitton).... But if forced to shop at Walmart.... We balk.... If its something we really need or in my case, its the only place to get stuff then sure, we're all for it... But we're pretty much a Target family.... :0)
I'm not on myspace to get into a relationship or anything, I just find it fun... And another way to meet people I might not otherwise get to.... And some of them won't think the way I do, which is cool, I like meeting people who may be able to open my mind to something I hadn't thought of.... Also I have a bunch of friends on myspace already a few of whom have been trying to get me on there for a while.... But yeah to know there are still guys out there that think like that in the 21st century just makes me mad.... Its also pretty darn dissappointing.....
Also I've heard stories about the husband of a girl I know and how much he and this guy have in common... Especially his beheavior during the hurricane last week... Deplorable.... Which could be why I got pissed so easily... Needless to say, I denied his friendship.... I don't need that kind of negative energy in my life... I just lost 190 pounds for good.... I don't need to gain another 210.... Sorry.... Though if I did happen to gain about 180 (I'm just guessing at his weight) I wouldn't be adverse.... :0)
Anyway things that make me happy so I don't go to bed pissed....
Watching boys play video games... I forgot how much I enjoy laughing at them and their antics.... I didn't know how much I missed watching the boys playing video games till I got to spend a couple of hours doing just that.... I also enjoy finding that one of the guys that I think is utterly adorable knows who Pat Green is (sorta) makes me freaking ecsatic.... :0) The fact I got to hang out with said boy most of the evening, thats pure awesomeness.... Sure he can't sing but I think thats a point in his favor... :0) This particular boy can also make me laugh... I know I'm easily amused but he looks at me and all I want to do is smile.... Also making me happy... I got to talk about home with a fellow Houstonian... And I talked to Richelle earlier that made me smile... That whole story about the guy in traffic brushing his teeth cracked me up.... I didn't get my DD but thats ok... I got to hang out with cute boy all night... And I can deal with that.... :0) Also making me happy.... I have money in my account now so I went to Walmart.... I got a couple of books and that makes me happy too.... And a couple of 12 packs of Dr Pepper and that makes me so darn happy..... I had dinner at Sonic cuz I was craving a corn dog, that made me happy too... Though I would literally KILL for a Krispy Kreme, I'll live... Also making me happy is cute boy and his smile... He's got such a pretty smile.... That makes me happy... He also has a very nice booty.... Which makes me happy.... Did I mention he's hot? Yeah that makes me happy.... Also making me happy... The banana laffy taffy I had earlier... It was yummy.... The fact I may go eat free mexican food later also makes me happy....
Thinking about going home for fall break makes me happy.... Thinking about seeing Blue October makes me happy.... Daydreaming about hot boys makes me more happy than I can express.... Texas music makes me happy.... Live music makes me happy... Sangria wine makes me happy... Puppies and kitties make me happy.... Purple makes me happy.... The beach can make me happy..... Kids make me happy... Acting like a kid makes me happy.... Giving people a hard time makes me smile... And if that person happens to be a cute boy that makes me happier.... Cowboys make me happy.... Surfers make me happy... Extreme boys in general make me happy... Comedy central makes me smile.... Did I mention the hot boys yet? :0) Whataburger, good Chinese, shopping, decent Mexican, good BBQ and Krispy Kremes make me happy... Though not all at the same time... :0) With that I'm going to bed... which also shockingly enough makes me happy.... :0) Laters.....
What you're looking for:
Height: Not important at all
Hair: I am much more attracted to dark color hair!
Weight: Weight is not important, but size is. Between size 6-7 up to 14-16
Eyes : also not important
Likes: I want her to like sci-fi things. I also want her to like staying at home with the family and taking care of them. I am poor and white, I want her to like being poor as well.
Almost none of which is me.... I like being average... Heighth, weight, etc.... I also have strawberry blond hair at the moment... Ok I'm a size 8-10, depending on what I'm wearing... But the fact this guy knows anything about women's fashion/sizes sorta freaks me out.... And the range is completely average... He doesn't want someone anarexic looking but yet he doesn't want Shamu... I can dig that... I don't know many girls the like sci fi... LOTR, Harry Potter sure... But Trekkie chicks? They're hard to find... And now we get to the part that pisses the hell out of me.... Not that the rest of that didn't annoy me... But the fact this guy is stuck in the dark ages and not in a good happy happy joy joy way.... Most families can't afford to have a 1 person income and while I can understand the wanting to take care of her, it makes me shudder.... Sorry I was raised to be independant by a single mom who won't take crap from anyone... And to my way of thinking when you get married its supposed to be a partnership in all ways... Now for that last bit.... Yeah... Should I really say anything?!?!?! What the hell.... In for a penny and all that.... I am poor and white and she shouuld enjoy being poor too... WHAT THE HELL!?!?!?! I don't know ANYONE that enjoys being poor... Its like I was telling Buddy earlier I don't think I know anyone who enjoys loses, the same could be said for being poor.... Why doesn't he just say I'm poor white trash and when I'm not driving a truck for a living I sit my fat ass on a sofa with a beer watching football, belching and scratching myself while the lil woman's in the kitchen, barefoot and pregnant making me fried chicken and mashed taters with gravy? Oh yeah cuz that just sounds unattractive.... I read that and then looked at his pic... I'm a lil superficial I can't help it... Yeah he's not Brad Pitt, or Matthew McConneghey..... And I'm a lil iffy if I'd forgive either of them for thinking that way.... So what's that tell ya? If I can forgive Matthew's dipping and not this what does that say? I feel pretty damn strongly about it thats what...
And I know I'm no Jennifer Aniston, Angelina Jolie or Pamela Anderson, but do I look like the kind of girl who would even consider, forgive me for sounding snobbish here, but to take a step down in lifestyle? And to even think that I would go near something or someone that has the potential to piss me off that easily? I'm not a snob... Lord knows my family's middle class by the grace of God and the hard work they do.... My sisters and I are lucky my daddy left us enough money when he died that we can do anything we set our minds to... Which is awesome.... And very freeing... No matter what goes wrong I'll have that cushion to fall on... Luckily I don't need it for more than my monthly allowance and tuition right now but there have been instances where I have needed it... Thats how I got my 4 Runner.... And how I paid off my credit card bill....
My family may occasionally shop at places like Neimans, but for the most part we buy knock offs/fakes at places like the ones on Harwin, outlet centers, the Market in Dallas, Loehmann's, Marshalls, and in Linz's case, Europe (its where she got the bulk of her fake Louis Vuitton).... But if forced to shop at Walmart.... We balk.... If its something we really need or in my case, its the only place to get stuff then sure, we're all for it... But we're pretty much a Target family.... :0)
I'm not on myspace to get into a relationship or anything, I just find it fun... And another way to meet people I might not otherwise get to.... And some of them won't think the way I do, which is cool, I like meeting people who may be able to open my mind to something I hadn't thought of.... Also I have a bunch of friends on myspace already a few of whom have been trying to get me on there for a while.... But yeah to know there are still guys out there that think like that in the 21st century just makes me mad.... Its also pretty darn dissappointing.....
Also I've heard stories about the husband of a girl I know and how much he and this guy have in common... Especially his beheavior during the hurricane last week... Deplorable.... Which could be why I got pissed so easily... Needless to say, I denied his friendship.... I don't need that kind of negative energy in my life... I just lost 190 pounds for good.... I don't need to gain another 210.... Sorry.... Though if I did happen to gain about 180 (I'm just guessing at his weight) I wouldn't be adverse.... :0)
Anyway things that make me happy so I don't go to bed pissed....
Watching boys play video games... I forgot how much I enjoy laughing at them and their antics.... I didn't know how much I missed watching the boys playing video games till I got to spend a couple of hours doing just that.... I also enjoy finding that one of the guys that I think is utterly adorable knows who Pat Green is (sorta) makes me freaking ecsatic.... :0) The fact I got to hang out with said boy most of the evening, thats pure awesomeness.... Sure he can't sing but I think thats a point in his favor... :0) This particular boy can also make me laugh... I know I'm easily amused but he looks at me and all I want to do is smile.... Also making me happy... I got to talk about home with a fellow Houstonian... And I talked to Richelle earlier that made me smile... That whole story about the guy in traffic brushing his teeth cracked me up.... I didn't get my DD but thats ok... I got to hang out with cute boy all night... And I can deal with that.... :0) Also making me happy.... I have money in my account now so I went to Walmart.... I got a couple of books and that makes me happy too.... And a couple of 12 packs of Dr Pepper and that makes me so darn happy..... I had dinner at Sonic cuz I was craving a corn dog, that made me happy too... Though I would literally KILL for a Krispy Kreme, I'll live... Also making me happy is cute boy and his smile... He's got such a pretty smile.... That makes me happy... He also has a very nice booty.... Which makes me happy.... Did I mention he's hot? Yeah that makes me happy.... Also making me happy... The banana laffy taffy I had earlier... It was yummy.... The fact I may go eat free mexican food later also makes me happy....
Thinking about going home for fall break makes me happy.... Thinking about seeing Blue October makes me happy.... Daydreaming about hot boys makes me more happy than I can express.... Texas music makes me happy.... Live music makes me happy... Sangria wine makes me happy... Puppies and kitties make me happy.... Purple makes me happy.... The beach can make me happy..... Kids make me happy... Acting like a kid makes me happy.... Giving people a hard time makes me smile... And if that person happens to be a cute boy that makes me happier.... Cowboys make me happy.... Surfers make me happy... Extreme boys in general make me happy... Comedy central makes me smile.... Did I mention the hot boys yet? :0) Whataburger, good Chinese, shopping, decent Mexican, good BBQ and Krispy Kremes make me happy... Though not all at the same time... :0) With that I'm going to bed... which also shockingly enough makes me happy.... :0) Laters.....
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