Monday, September 05, 2005

This one might be a doozy so just hang on to your pants and enjoy the ride...
I am 26 freaking years old and I feel like an old woman next to most of the people here.... I'm 26 years old and tired of being single..... I am 26, almost 27 years old and I feel like a pervert next to most of the people I know here...
I am 26 years old and I crave a great romance... I want a great romance with a wonderful guy that treats me like a queen.... Is that so fucking wrong? I wouldn't think so but most of the guys I know are too into themselves, their careers, their cars, their sports.... A lot of the guys I've dated/been into in the last 2 or 3 years have been musicians/wanna be musicians and in general a danger to my heart.... For once I'd like to find someone sincere and wonderful that can't play a musical instrument to save his life but would be willing to try in order to be sweet and romantic.... It might sound weird but I'd rather have someone who doesn't know jack about music and is sincere, than the best musician who doesn't have the best intentions... I'm not saying all musicians are bad, I've just made bad choices with my heart... From now I will be wise with whom I share it... Or at least strive to do better when making my choices...
I just watched A Lot Like Love.... Maybe that has something to do with this? I don't know... Talked to mom earlier and she had a good time in Corpus... Says the new baby's adorable.... Sirena and I watched part of Chicago with Amanda and some of the soccer girls.... Then I went to Movie Gallery and Walmart with Diana and Sirena (her brothers name is Timothy NOT matt like I thought it was...)... Showed the bondage/f me boots to Diana and she couldn't believe I thought the heel was too small... Came back, dropped Diana off at her dorm, since she had to get up early to drop her car off and meet with Evan (so they can do it some more... hehehe.....) and then returned Sahara to John (ie the guy whose name I couldn't recall). I got a DD from Richelle from HB, I don't know where they were playing but Tracy, Nicole, Jamie and Richelle were all there and having fun... elise tried to call me from Ragweed but I didn't get it... Too bad since I heart them... I did dishes and then finished A Lot Like Love and here I am.... Yeah... Actually I checked my email before I started this too.... lol....
Why is there never anything good on TV at 2 am? Murphy Browns on but I'm not in the mood and I won't be up long enough to watch a movie.... ugh... guess I'm stuck with South Park... Old episode when Cartmans trying to find his dad... I think I'll just go to bed... I am a lil tired... laters....

posted by Ali @ 1:55 AM

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