That should soooo be my sign.... as least for the rest of day.... Maybe the week.... Heck the month... My tastes in guys have been sooo off this week.... And my behavior toward them not very nice... And I'm a very nice person... What in the world? argh... I found out one of the guys I was into is engaged... Nice... 2nd chance boy... Doesn't deserve a 2nd chance... And the hottie RA.... I can barely speak to him cuz I get all tongue tied and say the most idiotic shit... ugh....Plus I have that take home I still have to do so I don't really have TIME for the opposite sex... At least not till this weekend when I have nothing else planned.... Except for Saturday morning... They're reshooting part of that movie Evan and Diana are doing and I have to be there.... I don't want to but I will.... *sigh*
There's a laser tag thing Friday night but I'm not into that... And its only till 9.... Then Saturday theres a bowling night thingy.... Don't know if I'm going to do that or not.... I don't know if I know anyone else going, so we'll see....
I still have to do the calendar for GW... I'll get it done too if only as a way to procrastinate doing my take home... I wonder whose on Oprah today... Probably something that'll make me cry... Whoo hoo...
That won't be hard today... I talked to La earlier and last night grandma tilley died.... She'd been sick a while in the last week or so and developed alzheimers a few years ago, poor thing... I need to call Nat and see how she's holding up... I feel bad for Mr T, he got over the cancer and now his mom dies.... Heck I feel bad for the whole family... They're like my other saner family.... But as bad as I feel for them I feel guilty a lil... I'm glad for the relief Mrs. T must feel... She's had 2 elderly, sickly mothers to care for for the last 2 or 3 years plus Mr T's cancer and helping Jenny through her pregnancy and birth and being the ultimate granny... So yeah I feel a lil guilty to feel like that... I know I shouldn't since death is a part of life and all that and I know grandma t was suffering and I know she's prolly up there in heaven with grandpa t, looking down smiling and gently chiding the whole clan not to cry so much, she's feeling much better than she has in years and she gets to nag grandpa t for eternity.... Then she'd chuckle and hug everyone... That's just the kind of lady she was.... I feel bad cuz I'm almost grieving for her more than I did when mamamaw died last year.... maybe cuz I hung out with the tilleys so much (I've known em for 20 something years and we all look enough alike to be mistaken for siblings, except jenny whose dark haired while the rest of us are varying shades of blonde...) and I saw the grandmas sometimes more than i did my own... maybe cuz no matter how often i hung out with them, the tilley family always made me feel welcomed and loved and like one of their own....
Ok, no need to watch oprah to cry.... :0(
I need a hug and a massage and maybe even a nap now.... and I can only get one of those here... :0( But what i am going to do is go work on my take home test.... Or least try to.... Its not due till 2morrow at 4 so I have plenty of time tonight and tommorrow to work on it.... Darnit now I want a glass of wine.... I need to find some guy with good hands up here, that doesn't use too little pressure like most guys do, willing to do it for a hug, and if he's easy on the eyes it wouldn't hurt... Darn that hugo for living in houston and wanting to be paid.... aight I'm outtie.... laters.
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