Thursday, September 01, 2005

So Sean was right and I was wrong... And I've already told him so a couple of times... This idea I had was not the best way to go about things... Should have just taken out the ol' whip, licked my lips a lil and flicked my hips a lil... Seriously... That could have been far more productive.... Ugh. Not only did I find out he's single (yay!!!!) but he's looking for the proverbial 'bad' girl... (the person that told me this couldn't believe it themselves and was shocked that I would think that of him... I told them I expect it of every guy and if they don't like that sort of thing THEN I'm surprised... I also think they're lying... As with guys who say they don't look at porn... BS...) Now I know I'm a bit perverse and almost everything I say has a sexual connotation and have some naughty items *insert angel*, I'm still the proverbial good girl at heart... So I'm screwed and not in a good way..... Damnit man.
So I did that audition thingy... I was sorta blah... I don't do angry well and that was one of the ways they wanted me to act, while reciting from a script no less... Theres a recipe for a mess if I ever saw one... Watch me get the part now that I've said that.... lol... I think I was very convincing once I got it right... It was something like "I can't believe you're stalking me blah blah blah I want you to stop NOW...." I just pretended Evan was Jordan or any other stalker I've had in my life (I'm not saying he's a stalker, he seems like a perfectly nice guy....) and it was much easier... BTW, Evan's the guy involved in this thing... And yes he is sorta the reason I wanted to get involved... Then I found out there was a chick in there who was like my twin if she was real and that doing this could take up some time that I have to kill.... So yeah... Should find out tommorrow how it went...
Also went to the shelter today... Played with the puppies and found a half grown kitten that was like Pecos minus the mean bastardness.... They had like 3 black cats... But only the kitten reminded me of Pec... He wouldn't stop making biscuits with his paws or demanding attention... Also he left lots of black fur on my shirt.... :)
And just dawned on me, I added my blog address into my sig for my school email which means Dr Lynda and Evan now have it and Jane might too.... Oops... sfp.... :)
I did meet a girl the other night I wanted to straggle... A freshman (not usually so bad if you can ignore the whole age/maturity thing) after being friends with Sarah, whose 15 now, just about anything goes after 16.... This girl has the gall to try to tell me what to do... And she's an idiot about guys... I can shrug all that off but she kept telling me to be quiet... Once, ok... twice... eh, I can be loud.... More than that? Yeah she did... I was heckling the musician a lil and I admit I can get out of hand a bit and be hypercritical since I know what 'good' music sounds like... :)
But she kept shushing me and telling me she was tryin to save me from being embarrassed... I straightened her right up. Nicely of course... I feel no shame... Maybe its the years of being the only girl in a group of guys or coming from a family of all girls where we act like guys... Who knows... Anyway I can't say I really blame her she did just meet me... And it takes a day or 2 till you realize that... Or how nuts I am... Dirty minded.... You learn that the first day... :)
Eh, maybe you don't learn about the dirty part till after you're around me when I see a hot boy or I miscontrue a comment... So maybe the first 5 minutes? lol...
So I have no idea what I'm doing this weekend... Sleep... Homework... Maybe go to hastings... thats it so far... lalalala.... I have to send Nat a Bday card since its on Sunday... think thats it for now... laters....

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