Not Your Average Jane

Someone turn my brain off please..... I can't quit thinking about everything.... what I need to do before I leave (even though its 3 weeks away), how I'm goin to pack and how I'm goin to organize my room (also both 3 weeks away) stressing about classes, this semester, life in general and money.... Also I'm a bit bewildered at the fact I'm not pawing and scratching and rushing to get to every show I can before I leave.... I forced myself to go tonight.... Ok, not really forced but it wasn't really for the music I went.... But I'm sort of apathetic about goin out this weekend for some reason.... No one really good is playing Friday and I think Jack's sold out and Bleu is in Galveston, I just don't want to drive at night all that way.... Also been thinking about the lack of hot guys (aside from my boys of course) in my life.... This is one of the few times I don't really have a crush at all.... Weird... Last night I tried to sleep but I tossed and turned for a good hour before finally goin to bed at like 3 this morning.... I'm so damned tired... I came home from the Firehouse (found out Kyle's playing at Blancos the 11st of August, same night as the Trailers in Webster.... I'll prolly go see him since its closer and I'll see them the next day and MAYBE the 5th too (nothing for sure yet - Brett Mouton has a CD release at the firehouse and Cory Morrow's at the racetrack same night.) early intending to finish a book (done it) and go to bed early... Well right now is earlier than I tried to go to bed last night..... So I suppose I'll try to go to bed now.... laters....

posted by Ali @ 12:49 AM