Not Your Average Jane

I went to the Firehouse last night and was extremely suprised to find hot boy (whose name will heretofore be Brown Bagger... ;) ) there... Turns out he doesn't remember much about the Boland show... He was drunk (Way drunk) and doesn't remember much... I remember but I'm not going to hold a grudge for something he doesn't know that I know... Does that make any sense? Anyway he's already been relegated to friend with no hope for more status... I asked him where his hot friend was and he told me he was supposed to be there... He finally showed up like during the last song.... Turns out he does have a 'real' job... He's a paramedic.... A little mouth to mouth anyone? ;) Nothing really happened... Kinda of a let down... But I got to hear that song he does I really like.... And can add a few little bits of info to the mental index card about him.... he shaves his legs... I dated a swimmer so that I can handle... and why didn't i notice his dimples before? DAYUM...
I even woke up dreaming about him... He was on a smoky stage, guitar strapped on, singing the Blue's Clues song (turns out that was on when I woke up, so yeah... talk about your environment affecting your dreams...) and then he went into another song and in my dreams its like a movie to me.... so the camera in my mind panned out and I see myself, at a candlelight table for 2, head propped up on my hands, staring up at him... The whole place looked like some old jazz club or something... It was nice...
I'm going to call Brown Bagger later today and ask for his number.... If BB asks why... I'm going to joke I want to jump his bones and then be like nah, I just want to see if he's playing around here anytime soon.... Its been Kevin approved so it oughta work....
enough about BB's hot friend... no real news otherwise... Mom's in Michigan still... This is la's last week at work... Linz I haven't talked to lately.... I need to call Nat and see how she's doing.... Haven't talked to her a while.... No new on the job front but I have a shit load of errands to run before I can be ready to leave for TRJ tommorrow....
I do have a hypothetical question though.... Say a girl who you hadn't talked to in a while reappeared in your life. Not just any girl but one who had caused nothing but trouble (and not in a good Ali mischievous way in the bad homewrecker what shall i do next murder someone way...).... What would you do? I don't want to trust her (ok so its not hypothetical) since she's proved herself 2 faced, but at the same time she seems as though she's changed... So I don't know....
The boys tried to talk me into going to Humble at 2 this morning.... (or whenever I left the Firehouse) and I spent 5 minutes telling them no and then hung up on them... Bad Ali... Actually I said I'd call them today to see about dinner... Love ya bye.... Not as bad as it could have been but I dont usually do that.... I was just in a mood most of yesterday and it continued a little as I left the FH.... Ah well...
so I'm going to go change and run change clothes and start running my errands.... have to find a cooler and a few other things.... laters.

posted by Ali @ 11:29 AM