I hadn't been to fitz's in like 7 years and not much as really changed, except I don't remember the music being that loud... A sure sign of old age....
Other than that I'm just jobhunting.... Its freaking fun I tell ya... Mom and I still haven't had that 'talk' she wanted to have... She left yesterday at 3 and I left about 7, so if she was home at all I missed her... I came in at like 2 trying to be all quiet and stuff and I woke up at 11 feeling guilty for sleeping late and the dork wasnt even here... I think she stayed over at Johns but did she leave me a note like I did for her ? Nope...
So yeah last night I got to thinking... (and no it didn't hurt... :P ) I really think my judgement when it comes to men sucks worse than a hoover...
Why do I think that you may be asking yourself... Well, lets start about 2 years ago... I dumped a perfectly wonderful guy (things were just too intense for me to handle at that time) for another guy, who I found later to be a total jackass (this would the infamous 'ex' I refer to a lot... B2... ) as well as a cheat and liar and an ass. But our relationship worked for me because it was long distance and I could maintain my independance, which I've come to value highly. And when I went away to school it was much easier to say, I can't date you cuz I have a man back home... and just focus on school... Not that that seemed to help much since I'm still 2 freaking classes short, but that happened after we'd been broken up a while, so I can't blame anyone but myself for that.... So yeah I finally broke it off with him and spent a lil while down and distrustful... He didn't help any tryin to make booty calls... Every time I thought I was over him, he made another reappearance in my life.... I finally started casually dating back in September, didn't really date much around Christmas cuz Dillards was crazy hectic and I had no time... January I went on a couple of dates... And I saw the ex again... And the first thing that came to my mind was What was I thinking? I found him attractive, how? and that signified to me I was really over him... February I celebrated my best V-Day EVER... By myself, even though I had to work... March, I went out a couple of times but nothing ever really clicked... But by May, I'd found someone I thought could possibly be special... Nothing we did could ever mesh though and so I sorta got over that... Come to find out a lot of people think he's a jack ass too... Interesting... So then there was the most recent hot boy... I thought he was great and I easily could have gotten into a relationship with him. And then he treated me like an ass. Is anyone else sensing a pattern here? And now I'm diggin his friend... I know he has 3 strikes against him going in.... Could that make him any different than that others? I mean knowing he's not the best prospect, could that make him the best prospect? Does that make any sense? Like I know going in (if I do that is) to be a lil suspicious.... Let him earn my trust instead of giving it so freely like I tend to do? And I'm not so naive as to think he could be perfect cuz I know from the get go he's not.... (I know no one really is...)
I did call the hot boy though... I think I woke him up and I got kinda flustered and I just blurted out my question without asking for his friends #.... I guess I'll just have to wait till I see him Tuesday and/or Thursday and get it myself...
and just to end on an interesting note....
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ok thats enough with the blithering on and on... I'm gonna go find something productive to do... or at least pretend to be productive.... laters.
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