Not Your Average Jane

I talked to mom tonight, she's outside Pensacola (should have told her to stop and pick me up a Blue Angels pilot... lol...) and they're gonna finish driving home tommorrow... She said they should be home by about 7 or so... I'm going to the 3 man jam thing at 8 or 830 so we won't get to visit much... Which is prolly a good thing... She doesn't know I'm jobless.... When she left I was working at Loehmanns and the few times we've talked I've avoided the subject as much as possible... And I've fibbed to her about the hours I'm working... La and Linz don't know either I don't think but I think they suspect somethings up... I have no idea how I'm gonna tell her.... Or what her reaction will be... Actaully I think she'll be pissed.... No idea what shes gonna say or do otherwise.... Makes me a lil nervous... I'm pretty sure she won't kick me out or anything huge like that but my mother's disappointment can be killa...
Other junk... I think the 'suicide watch' the boys had goin is over.... Haven't talked to any of them today and Sean left here about 7 last night or so.... and then B called at like 10 ish to make sure I was doing all right... I should call em and invite em over for one last blast before she gets home... But I cleaned the house already and I don't want to do it again.... lets see.... what else did I do? Did some laundry, gave myself a pedicure and manicure... Thought about goin to Ryan Adams tonight but I can't afford it... almost 30 dollars... I think not.... Much as I'd like to have I couldn't.... I prolly won't go to Creager Friday so I can go to dinner and HB Saturday....
Boy news.... I think the hot boy is either ignoring me or cockblocking me, either way its no bueno... I don't want to talk to him (either my touretees will kick in or I'll say something he won't remember cuz he was trashed... Like talk me up to your hot friend cuz you owe me after the shoddy way you treated me last weekend type shit...) so I text him to have his hot friend call me cuz I know he has my # ( I put it in his phone myself and I'm pretty sure I gave him the right one...) cuz I had a question... And I haven't gotten a reply back from the hot boy yet and I sent that yesterday about noon.... Usually he'll call me after he gets a text but so far nothing... So I don't know what I'm going to do... Since I'm goin to the 3 man thing and I'm pretty sure the hot friend will be there so maybe we'll get some answers.... And if I get another invite back to his place this time I'll take it... Last week I couldn't cuz I was still into hot boy... But now that hot boy turned into an ass, we'll see if his hot friend is any better... I already know to be cautious cuz of the 3 strikes against him but I think regardless I'll still give him a test drive... ;)
lets see.... what else?? Not much.... i think I'll go watch taxi now.... laters.

posted by Ali @ 9:29 PM