Not Your Average Jane

I am soooo fucked..... Not screwed not shit out of luck but straight up and up FUCKED.... First off I made sure my hot boy (found out I have nothing to be jealous of at the bar tonight...) was goin to be at boland later today... turns out he's bringing his hot cousin... Ok, so I think I can deal... Tonight I outdo myself, flirting with this friend of the hot boys... Lord love a duck.... He's a hot friend too... Met him for the first time last week.... So yeah I invited him to Boland and Chachos later today and he said he'd see so there's a 50/50 shot I'll have 3 of the hottest guys (2 of whom have my phone #) I've met here lately in the same bar for hours on end.... Holy shit.... I wanted my confidence back and once I lost all that weight I got it back.... And now I get a lot of compliments on how nice I look... Tonight the hot friend of hot boy said I was one hot number.... (i also got an invite to his place.... but his friend was goin too and we were just goin to drink beer and play guitar.... )Its nice to know boys still appreciate me... :) My guys do but its not really based on looks... So yeah... I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do if they're all 3 there 2morrow night.... Hot boy, I'm into for all the right reasons, looks and personality.... Hot cousin.... purely looks.... He's got this body that just makes ya wanna UMPH...... K muffled screaming is not working so well there.... But yeah hes that good... The hot friend is hot, of course, but he has 3 strikes against him, his name, his previous occupation, and his current occupation.... So I should forget him right? Yeah, as if that's gonna happen.... He did that whole I care about you as a person "you ok to get home" thing that just almost melted me.... So I'm clueless as to what to do if they're all there.... dammit.... yeah thats it for now.... anyone have any answers let me know cuz I'm at a loss for shizzle... laters....

posted by Ali @ 2:53 AM