Not Your Average Jane

So much to talk about so little space... So we'll start with Cinco De Mayo, Thursday... Went to Pappasitos out on 290 after work for Peter Dawson... Met up with Mei Lee and John and Lavinia showed up later... Had a fun time with them and PDB... Went out to dinner with Lav, Mei, John and his friend Shane at TGI Fridays afterwards... Got home about midnight... Turns out Mei Lee knows Brian... Interesting... Friday I was off and I went out to the Sidecar Pub for Stoney and Brian Burke... My review of that is on GW... http://www.galleywinter.com/main/index.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=49404 If you reallllllly feel the need to read it... :) A few things I didnt put there... I almost commited a few homicides, there were some damn annoying drunks there that just wouldn't stop yelling... I also wound up talking to Burkes roomie for a minute or so and heard that he had some girl troubles... I didn't do it... :) Also when I was tellin him bye (he was drunk as heck...) he was like Ali, did you see Stoney call me up there? I laughed and said yes... He was like I was like oooo... (then proceeded to show me his O face.... :) I can't remember the last time I saw an o face, is that sad or what?)
I got home at about 2 or so... I went to work on Saturday at noon to close... So I had to miss the O town throw down... I got a bunch of calls and texts from people there... Got caught in the stockroom at one point with my cell by Dora... That was unpleasant.... Saturday night, I finished my laundry, got some more DDs from O Town... Mainly Rick, Shannon and elise... And then phones got passed around so I talked to lots of other people too... That was fun... Today I went to work at 1145 and got off at 615.... Nothing earth shattering occured.... Except for Paula freaking out... Helping to cement my opinion of her as totally psycho.... Talked to elise on her way back from Orange... The damn rain never stopped all day... It started drizzling on the way and pouring once I got there... Sucked... I listened to my Sidecar CD and when Box # 10 came on, I started tearing up.... thats weird... I've heard the song a million times.. shouted out the words when Stoney's right in front of me so why would I cry by myself in my car when it comes on? No clue.... Before I went to work, though I gave mom her present and her card... She loved them both... I rock... After I got home I had leftovers from the lunch Lauren made... and I am currently watching the Elvis movie... The guy who plays Elvis, Jonathon Rhys Meyers, played the couch in Bend It Like Beckham.... He's such a hottie.... :)
Weird dream time... I had a dream about the ex... It was weird... I was watching some music television station, no idea which one.... Anyway they showed a clip of him singing Blame Canada (ala South Park) and they (the music station people) were making fun of him and picking on him... And all I wanted to do was defend him... Weird... I dont care about him, I haven't for the longest time but to dream about him sorta freaked me out....
Speaking of weird things... Not one but 2 people have called a certain guy 'my man'... I kinda like the sound of it... Kinda? Hell I love it.... I was talking to Andrea about him and she's like everyone needs a tenderoni.... hehehe... Sam chimed in saying her hubbie is 5 years younger than her and they met when he was 18 and she was 23.... I was shocked.... First I didnt know she was married and 2nd I didn't know she wasn't even 30.... She looks so much older... Prolly the hairstyle and clothes... She looks a lil frumpy.. anyway, we'll just wait and see what happens with this guy... I've been into him ever since I met him and its prolly not the wisest of choices... But when I have been known for wisdom? And I'd love to rave about what a great guy he is (cuz he is) but I won't... :) But I will say this.... What is it with me and Aggies here lately?

A few lyrics since i've been thinking about the ex.... And I just thought of something... He hasn't called in like a month... Wow.. Maybe he's getting the idea?

Rob Thomas "Lonely No More"
"now its hard for me
when my heart still on the mend....
...what if you were good to me
what if I could hold you until I feel you move inside of me
what if it was paradise
what if we were a symphony
what if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you..."
I'm over him but sometimes it just feels like if things had been different.... But we can't play the what if game....

3 Doors Down " Let Me Go"
"One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst.....
.....I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go.....
....I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through...."

Papa Roach "Scars" - the most appropriate song for any failed relationship and any hope for a new start....

"I tear my heart open,
I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel...
.... Your making me insane ....
...I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance ....
....You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life..."
k, thats about it for now...
laters.

posted by Ali @ 8:35 PM