Not Your Average Jane

ok, so i don't like being anxious about anything... and i don't like having acid reflux... And I hate that my emotions are connected to my stomach... least thats how its always seemed to me... whenever i get nervous about anything, my reflux goes bananas... and i dont like change (whether its for the better or not)... I woke up this morning my stomach was goin nuts... and I was gonna sleep late and be late for work.... finally just decided to play hooky today... I'm bad I know but I can't seem to make myself go today... prolly cuz I know have this other job starting after memorial day... :) but back to acid reflux sucking... it does hard core... i woke up worrying about turning in my resignation (why I dont know), my boy problems (actually one guy one problem), what I'm goin to do this weekend, drivin to NB by myself (I've done it a million times why am I worrying now?), goin to Corpus (also done it a million times...), and worry about this new job... and worry about finding another one thats better... closer to home... more $$$... weekends off... worried about 4th of July.... worried about the ex(last time I saw him, he looked like he'd gotten into some heavy shit).... my loan, my car insurance... my cell phone bill.... huge worries about school and getting my degree.... For a girl who never used to worry about much thats a lot... ugh....
I'm gonna go play on GW and maybe go to Galleria or something...
laters....

posted by Ali @ 1:46 PM