Not Your Average Jane

edited at 10 pm....
you know its bad when you're at a show, to see your ex... Especially when he's supposed to be in another city all together.... whats worse than that is to have him standing next to a hot guy you want to hit on.... even worse still, having said ex ignore you and pretend you don't even exist.... ANNNNNNNNNDDDDDD even worse yet, Deryl Dodd played Bitter End soon after all this and it just reminded me so much of our relationship I almost cried.... I haven't cried over that stupid idiot in almost a year.... If I'd been drinking I would have I bet... as it was I teared up... dammit.... I don't like getting emotional, I like it even less doing it in public.... One good thing though.... He wasn't with some other chick.... least not when I saw him... And there's one thing I can say about the sorry bastard, he taught me what to look for the next go round.... ok well two.... Karma's a bitch.... And I hope he learns that not cuz I'm vengeful (ok just a smidge - but in a good I love a good gory flick, but I'm not like a psycho killa or anything way...)) but because he can't go through life using people and discarding them the way he does... It'll come back to bit him on the ass one day....
In happy thought land there were at least 2 guys there I know and I'm kinda sorta into... though I doubt anything will happen with either one...
One is younger than me (shocking i know) short skinny guy who still has issues over his ex.... the other.... why did I think he was chubby the other night? I can't remember... but then I'm decked so I can't recall much at the moment other than he seems like a genuinely nice guy and he's nice to look at.... though I've been fooled about the nice guy thing before.... we'll just wait and see I suppose.... I swear that's kev's favorite advice to give.... wait and see what happens.... Which is why he's my Dear Abby.... :) Reminds me I need to see what he'd say about this one... Prolly just say becare Stinky... Those boys are trouble... Lord love a duck I can almost hear him say that.... hahaha....
ok, other junk that's not so.... boy related... hehehe... actually this isn't good news I don't think... there are rumors goin around the store that the end of the quarter is coming and there are some firings for low sales coming up... Rumor mill says, 7 people in men's are getting the ax and 2 of them in my area... Last I heard Frank and I had the lowest sales in our area but that could have changed..... maybe... anyway so this should be all figured out in the next week or 2 according to gossip.... but D and I were wondering wouldn't they wait till after inventory (june 25-26) to fire people? They don't want to have to start all over RIGHT before the biggest 2 days of the year.... (work wise not sales wise...) So hopefully all that gets worked out and I get to keep my job.... I may not like it, but I want to leave on my terms and not theirs....
Tommorrow is Dora's first day of vacation WHOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!!! and then I'm off Sunday and work on Monday... Glo handed out the invites to her baby shower on the 21st from 9 pm to midnight out on 290... I think I'll go just cuz I love that girl.... she's sooo crazy.... shes registered at Babies R Us or Baby Depot (one of those baby stores), the name's on the invite so I'll just pick up something on one of my off days...
I don't know if I'm goin to go out to the sidecar Saturday night for Brandon Jones or not... Depends on how I feel after work... and if its raining... I hate driving at night and in the rain and if I can avoid it I will... Even if it means a Blockbuster night.... No big....
LITTLE MINI RANT!!!!!
Why are people so fucking impressed with people that have a degree of fame? Its not like they aren't human and want to have a beer just like you and me dude.... Well I may not be drinking beer but thats beside the point... where was I goin with this??? I don't know... something about people being idiots.... but whats new there right? ah well... I think I'm goin to bed.... laters.....

posted by Ali @ 1:44 AM