Not Your Average Jane

Best firefighter movie ever.... Backdraft.... Currently on Bravo...Sweet.... I hear Ladder 49's pretty good but this shizzle is CLASSIC!!!! How can you beat a Baldwin, Robert De Niro, Kurt Russell and Scott Glenn???? There's no way... well not unless it has Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt in it... theres a movie I'd like to see.... Tom, Brad, Kurt, Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp, and De Niro... damn that'd be nice.... Eye candy AND talent... :)
Theres also a shit load of stuff I forgot to put in this morning....But first and foremost I have another interview with Loehmanns.... For the 8$ an hour job.... Wednesday at 1.... We'll see how that goes and hopefully I can get the hell out of Dillards by my dead day (June 6th - 2 days after my next trailers show...).... and if they do fire me in the next week or so not only could I do my Memorial Day trip to NB with the GW crew but my Corpus trip for the Trailers no problema.... As it stands I put in for the 4th and 5th off and I might play hooky on the 29th and go to NB on the 28th.... But we'll see....
Soooo I met Lindsay's boyfriend... He was actually pretty much what I expected... She likes dark haired guys that dress well.... Ken doll (as my mom calls him... If you met my sister you'd realize she bears a eery resemblence to Barbie... blond, blue eyed, tan and slender... Gorgeous girl... And my opinion's not at all biased... :)) is all of the above... Plus unlike most of her exes he has real goals and ambitions... We never did ask him what his intentions toward her were though.... We were all (me, mom, John and Lauren was there for a lil bit...) very polite.... Drank wine and visited.... very casual...
me in my t shirt and jeans and socks, drinking Dr Pepper... I'm soooo the rebel.... :)
So Dora's on vacation for a week... Brophy and Rick are down in mens constantly.... its really damn irritating...
From last night.... Deryl Dodd... Ok looking and he has a great ass.... Just no Clay Walker is all.... But who can beat that with a wet noodle? :)
I need to redo my hair... Only problem is what color? I could go blond... Could do it red again... Or I could do something COMPLETELY different... Like black.... that'd prolly wash out my complexion though....
also last night I learned more than I ever knew about the Corps of Cadets and TAMU.... (thanks, Kris) I had no idea Reveille switched around to a sophmore once a year... Sorry I just couldn't give up my dog after a year... Go find another one, this one's mine... I'd turn into an elf on horseback (hopefully one hot like Liv Tyler...) yelling across the river, You want him? Come and take him!!! I can almost see it now.... hehehe... I'm such a dork I know.... And anyone that couldn't figure that out it was a Lord of The Rings moment.... :)
ok guys I dig portion of the show... I was wrong about one of em being chubby... I think I just standing on a ledge by the bar so he looked shorter and therefore chubbier... Maybe??? But yeah he's not... He also has that hair I adore and I just want to play with.... Also he reminds me a bit of Chris.... before he got fired.... and I haven't seen or heard from him since.... ah well.... and it dawns on me I should prolly edit out direct references even without names cuz I know for a fact he reads this shit... dammit man. Yeah I'm trying to filter out the cussing in my language, can ya tell how well that's working?
back to the ex for a sec.... Why is it every time I see him I'm inspired to write a bunch of poems and songs? I wrote a bunch at work today (at least I was productive, right? :) )... and I even tried to write a song but I have to wait for Sean to really get anything else done on it...
and I think I mentioned I'm not goin to the sidecar tonight.... its too far... its supposed to rain.... i dont even know if one of the aggies I like will be there or not... plus all my cute goin out clothes are dirty and/or smell like smoke... And I really don't want to reek of smoke when i get home AGAIN... Plus I'm too damn tired....
I've been out the last 2 nights I can't do it again... I'm getting old dammit... I can almost here a few of my friends groaning excuses, excuses... Yeah they are but they're all valid... So bite me... :P
So anyway things are soo much different now at 26 than they were when I was like 16... Not just at shows but like life in general... Dating is different.... Every day things are too... My personality has gone through so many changes to this even most of the time, I only get loud and crazy on rare occasions anymore self... I've become more of an observer than anything... I like to watch people and situations develop... Ironic since I don't like to wait for things to happen for me... I'm like a kid like that... I want what I want when I want it... and I like cartoons still but thats another story entirely.... :) I went from punk rock princess to country queen to dare devil to crazy horny chick... I'm still horny crazy chick but I've toned down a lot... Least I feel like I have.... I used to literally almost attack hot guys, now I just chill for the most part... Only the occasional hottie gets molested these days.... those I run across quite I few I WOULD like to hump their legs, I have developed a sense of self control... Most of the time... ok i think thats really it for now... no idea what I'm doin tonight but I guess I'll figure it out when I'm doing it...
tommorrow I'm off and I may go to Blancos for a benefit thing at 2.... or I may hang with me familia... who knows??? I'll prolly find out when I'm doing it... :) laters....

posted by Ali @ 7:11 PM