Sunday, April 03, 2005

lets see friday.... friday night... oh my... I got a call from a very dear friend as I was getting ready to go... He demanded to know why I wasnt already at the Firehouse hanging out with them... I told him I was about to walk out the door and he was appeased... I get there don't find them.... go outside and make a phone call... come back in and am grabbed by some peeps I know from GW... Then M (ie the 'very dear friend' that called before I left the house....)wanders by.... one of the girls i was talking to grabs his butt... he looks over at me like what the hell are you doin with them? All I could do was mouth the word later, he nodded and pointed back toward the stage... I nodded and he left... So I'm just jamming with the opening band (skyline drive) and me and Heather are dancing... and the manager (cute - never did learn his name) came by and gave us their demo free.... Nice.... So I finally go get a drink and get the chance to go talk to M and Co... They felt like I was jumping ship.... (I think I've been adopted as the lil sister/mascot for a lot of these guys since the big break up... Its a very cool feeling...) I told em what with the various gf's there I didnt really feel comfortable so I'd just go ahead and hang with the other girls... They were pretty understanding but M for some reason really wanted me close by... okay..... I can deal with that... So I went back the GW group and moved closer to the stage.... Not really where I wanted to be but still right by my speaker... :) So wade and co wow the crowd as usual... Dorkus kept looking over at me and winking... wth?
M did his stupid lil grab... o so attractive.... *eye roll*
Anyway night goes on I end up takin care of Heather... No biggie, I'm usual the babysitter of the drunk... I'm actually kinda used to it by now... And I really don't mind... I like knowning my friends are safe and sometimes the only way to do that is take care of em myself.... Thank goodness the Co understood... Most of em were distracted by the gf's all except M... He kept making faces at me... He's such a silly bastard...
anyway so at the end of the night I'm following heather around and we go back to the side of the stage much to my chagrin (haven't been back there since the break up and the gf's were all back there at the time....)... Somehow we're thrown out... I wasnt really paying attention... I was a lil caught up, looking at the door half expecting the ex to walk in... as i had most of the night.... my phone died back during the opening band so I not only couldnt make DD's I couldnt get any calls... I found out after that I had 5 missed calls and 4 new VMs... 3 calls from the ex... 2 messages... one inviting me to the thing at u of h and the 2nd to say he didnt think he'd be at the FH.... one VM from M wondering where I'd gone to after the show... and one from linz... so i followed Heather from the bar back to the Days Inn down the street and checked my VMs... Called M back and he told me to get my ass over to their hotel room now... So I go to their room and I get M and co unplugged.... It was so awesome.... I dont know why but M and I started flirting and talking and drinking Jager Bombs.... and then there were like just the 2 of us left.... (everyone else had gone to bed or passed out) it was really.... interesting... So instead of the early night I planned.... I got home at almost 5 am.... I then proceeded to call M and let him know I'd gotten home safe, as requested... Seriously, the last of the true gentlemen... He opens doors without being asked or thinking about it, and all that good stuff.... :) and his voice is like honey... *sigh*
So Saturday I went to work at noon, half dead... Dora left me alone most of the day... never paged me or anything I was really surprised... I thought about taking a tardy cuz it was so slow and I didnt feel good ( lil hung over ). I stayed till close... Brian was there till 6 and he is such a flirt.... He went to a lingerie party last night (according to him when I talked to him today - sucked except for the getting drunk... ). Came home, thought about goin to John evans at the FH and read a book instead and went to bed early.... after resetting all the clocks of course.... (lots of people were late to work today because of that... ) Today Dora wasn't there so of course I slacked big time... duh... I talked to M for almost an hour up in the break room... more flirting and talking and stuff... I don't know whats goin on there we've known each other for a couple of years and we met cuz I dated a friend of his... But I think for the moment I'm just gonna let it ride and see what if anything happens... I did manage to impress him... I told him I didn't hate the ex, that took too much energy away from other things... I didn't love him anymore or like or even respect him... I just feel indifferent to him and I've told him as much. He then proceeded to ask me if I'd ever date a musician again... I told him I really didn't know... I know B2 is one of a zillion musicians and I've seen a lot of guys being faithful and true to their wives/girlfriends, etc so I know its possible... All he did was hmm... I really wanted to ask him why but I didnt... He's actually goin to call here a lil bit.... Why am I excited? Its not like we've never talked on the phone for crying out loud.... ok, I'm gonna go eat some din din.... Laters.

posted by Ali @ 7:43 PM

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