Not Your Average Jane

How do you politely tell someone you can't stand em? And how do you tell someone else who is a perfect doll that you can't stand his music? ugh....
Let me start at the beginning here... Gave this guy (the first one) my #, even though I wasn't at all attracted to him and he has a gf... He's called me not once or twice in the 3 days since but FOUR times, and that was just Saturday and Sunday... He hasn't called today, thank God... Maybe the fact I'm not answering tells him something? Thank goodness I had the foresight to put him in my address book so I could know when he called and ignore it... ugh, and he's text me a few times too... Good God he's persistant and annoying...
the other person... I adore this person and they've got a killa voice acoustic but recorded sounded very tin - ey and twangy... I want to support them but I dont feel as though I can put my whole heart into it... Should I lie to them and tell them I love their sound? Technically I do... Acoustically.... ugh....
And whats happened to me saying I was gonna seperate myself from the music scene? The people who go, the musicians, everything... This weekend alone, I did an instore with Hayes Carll Wednesday, Thursday was Stoney and Cody and Friday was Boland... This week, Friday is either Jack or HB Friday and Bleu/Motorcars Saturday... next week, who knows?
The past week or so I've had this intense urge to go to the beach and just wiggle my toes in the sand... Its all I really want to do... So why am I being lazy on my day off and not doing shit?
I work 2morrow and I'm off Wednesday... I thought about tryin to go to the game 2morrow night but I'd have to take a tardy in order to get there by 1st pitch... And guess whose pitching? ;) If you guessed Backe... You'd be right... I think everyone knows about about my thing for him... People at work and on GW... Even my freakin mom knows....
ah well... i have to go to walgreens and pick up my Nexium... laters.

posted by Ali @ 4:09 PM