Monday, March 21, 2005

You ever feel like you're just cruising along enjoying life and then you get gut kicked by a horse? Or an ass in this case... Literally and figuratively... I forgot about him almost completely (ok not really we still hang out with the same people) but I'm over him. Actaully into 2 or 3 other guys at the moment... Even thinking about dating again... and getting involved in a relationship.... That doesn't mean I didn't lose my breath for a minute when I saw what he wrote.... Hence the kicked by a horse comment... I'm fine now but for half a second it was that same old butterflies in the stomach feeling... Made me want to pick up the phone and call him... I didn't and don't plan to and the urge is totally passed but for just that one second.... Yeah, he'll always have a special place in my heart but he doesn't own it anymore... Its a nice feeling to know that...
But yeah I'm into some other guys... too bad they're all musicians... I really need to find a different group of guys to date.... But I'm not really attracted to any other type of guy...
so my day..... Slept til noon... had some lovely dreams, had a late lunch, played on GW, showered, made some phone calls, went to the post office, ran some errands and grabbed dinner at La Madeleine.... My once a week chicken ceasar salad indulgence... Also I made some chocolate chip cookies last night and hid them well... So well I got a phone call asking where they were.... I love my mom.... :) Came home, ate, watched the Ewok adventures and thats about it... aside from playing on GW some more... :) laters.

posted by Ali @ 8:02 PM

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