Wednesday, March 09, 2005

So someone asked me what it was that I liked so much about this particular guy… The answer? He reminds me so much of Dill… Dill before I got to know what a teddy bear he is. So if you don’t know Dill, let me just say before getting to know him, he intimidated the hell outta me…. I was madly in lust with him a few years ago… He was one of the few guys at U of O that reminded me of home… He’s into Texas music like I am (and later discovered most of the Texas people on the campus were aka Park…. *sigh* So pretty….. But that’s another story….) He’s ultra masculine without being conceited, in fact he’s rather self deprecating about his looks in general… He’ll be there for a friend no matter what. He’s also intelligent and patient and ambitious as heck… No I never dated him… Wanted to but never did….
But yeah this current situation I find myself in reminds me a lot of that and him… And even knowing that nothing will ever come of it since he doesn’t want a relationship and after my whole drama with the ex I don’t know if I’m really ready for one yet either… I’ve been on a few dates since the break up but for the moment I think I’m happier single… In fact I told someone the other day this past V Day was my best ever and I was single and happy…. It was nice… Its also nice not to have to worry about someone else’s emotions or plans for the weekend…
Speaking of the weekend… I think I may go to Stoney at the Sidecar instead of Cory… Less crowd, I know where it is and a guaranteed awesome time… Can’t beat that… I still am curious what the heck he said after that fight at the cabin… I may never find out and it bugs the hell outta me… I can only think of one person who was there but he was drunk and prolly wont remember… Darn him…
In work news… Ugh… I was on break today and I felt like a robot… Like my mind shut down and I just operated automatically… It was kinda scary… I’m used to always being in control and knowing what I’m doing… (except when I misplace myself driving… lol...)
My to do list for Wednesday? Call Nancie… Get an oil change on my car and check up, car wash, maybe get a hair cut and my nails done… Also I need to hit best buy and the bookstore…
Finally went to the grocery store tonight… Actaully was within budget… And now I’m not outta food… Whoo hoo… And I haven’t gorged myself too badly on Girl Scout cookies… Hehehehe…
And I just realized I’ve left enough clues about my mystery guy that some people may be able to figure out who he is… Dammit… I know some people know but they know to keep it on the DL… Or else… Hehehehe…
That’s about it for now… Laters.

posted by Ali @ 12:02 AM

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