Wednesday, March 16, 2005

So I'm screwed.... Totally.... Completely. Without a doubt. SCREWED.
And not even in a good way like in the back of a Volkswagon... ;) (lil Kevin Smith humor there for those that don't know... )
Why am I sooooooooooooo unbelieveably screwed you make ask yourself.... Well I dig musicians. There its out. Why is that such a bad thing? Well, lets see if I can name the ways... Now these are just generalizations not true for every musician I know.... They smoke, drink, occasionally do drugs, sleep with almost anything in a skirt (even other guys sometimes... I don't care that the story is, thats just gay...) and they suck at relationships.... Not just the romantic ones but I've seen people lose touch with family and friends because of the lifestyle they live. Not the drinking or any of that.... But the fact that they travel so much and have to give up so much in order to follow a dream that may or may not come true. I envy them for being so gung ho about what they want and goin after it... I used to want to be a singer in a band too.... Also wanted to fly the Blue Angels but I don't have the talent for either... Thats beside the point though... I'm screwed because every guy I've been interested in romantically has been or is tryin to be a musician. I've tried dating guys that had nothing to do with music and couldn't tell you a guitar from a hole in the wall... Yeah didn't work out to say the least... I guess that its just that music is such a big part of me and who I am that its hard for me to really connect with someone that doesn't love it.... So the fact that I date musicians sorta seems a natural progression of the love of music I have... Well actually I think I've only dated a handful... Some of the guys I've dated have just played guitar or were artists in some other form or fashion.... actors, writers, etc...
Speaking of which... I thought I saw one of the guys I've been diggin today... In a car right behind me at the red light at Dunlavy and West Gray.... I have him on the mind bad.....
In other stuff news.... I started reading another of Kinky Friedman's books... So far its.... interesting... And that makes 4 books I'm currently reading... One romance, this one, one of the hurricane of 1900, and the Rangers... Nice mix... Mostly Texas history stuff... I feel a lil like my brain is turning to much working at Dillards and not being in school or studying for something.... Not a good feeling.
Day after 2morrow is Honeybrowne at the Firehouse and the next night is Randy Rogers... Tommorrow is St Pats and I have no idea what I'm going to do yet.... Well besides work.... and pick up my pics from Walgreens.... I might call the guys and see what they're up to... F Co's at the Firehouse but I'm not the biggest fan of them.... I could drive up to Conroe after work and see Josh at Tuts but I dont want to drive 2 hours round trip after working all day.... (sorry, hon... One day I'll see the Fool on A Stool show... Promise.)
I got Miranda Lambert's CD today and Shooter Jennings CD and I'm diggin both of those so far... I happened upon an in store performance of Jon Wolfe.... Good stuff... Kinda western swing like Aaron Watson... Seriously good dancing music... I dug em enough to buy their CD... That says something... Not much since I like almost everyone I hear... :)
Haven't had a drunken phone call or text from Thompson unless he really did pull a Sonny Bono? :( That'd be very bad.... Very bad indeed.... Ah well I'll talk to him when he gets back...
thats about all thats happening in my wonderfully exciting life... laters...

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