Saturday, March 19, 2005

Its scary how a lil common decency can make ya feel all warm and fuzzy inside.... Not just common decency but courtesy and respect... I'm not used to having almost complete strangers concerned with my well fare and safety.... Its kinda weird in a very nice way... I'm used to being cared about by my family and by my guys but almost strangers, cute ones at that, being concerned with my getting home all right its a very nice feeling. Also manners and politeness are big deals to me... I'm trying to put all my thoughts together but its not working very well... Darn it... Let me try again.
I'm not used to be treated well by strangers. Well isn't a good word for it but it'll do for now... I'm not used to people I barely know being concerned with my well being. Its a very good feeling. The fact its a cute guy is kinda the icing on the proverbial cake... And I wanted to post this last week and didnt.... So I figure what the hell why not 2night? I've been thinking about it enough...
I'm used to concern from my guys (when I take trips I have a list of people to call... My mom, and then them...), to the point of overprotectiveness.... Which I think is totally sweet but can be annoying at times... But in general I'm not used to other people caring about me... Not other people precisely, I love my friends and family and they love me too I know that... And we casually say things like drive safe or don't do anything I wouldn't do... Fun stuff but we know we all care about each other... I guess its that I'm not used to guys I barely know caring about me... In any form or fashion... I guess thats kinda another way B2 made me jaded.... I used to take for granted the care other people took of me and vice versa... I dated him and I wasn't MIStreated I just was never treated like.... an equal or a lady.... He didn't hold open doors or any of that for me... In fact he almost took for granted the fact I'd be there whenever he wanted... So in a way taking ME for granted... So for a nice guy to care about my safety is a nice change. Yeah I should have kissed him... Regardless... I've been thinking alot about the whole situation in the last day or so and I think I've come to a decision... To heck with the age thing and other circumstances... If given a chance I'll take a shot at him... Don't know if anything will happen but I refuse to potentially regret it if I dont.... To quote an old song... get ready, cuz here I come.... :)
Are my days of being happily single numbered?
Stay tuned for more on the next episode of "As Ali's Life Turns"...
Laters....

posted by Ali @ 12:13 AM

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