Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Holy shit, I’m taking Kevin’s advice… Be amazed be very amazed… Though he is my own personal dear Abby, so technically this isn’t the first time I’ve taken his advice… It is the first time I’ve taken it when it hasn’t been asked for… Or was it I don’t remember… Ah well…
The advice? Write these things on Word first and copy and paste em to my blog… Kinda marinate in my thoughts a lil before posting them… So maybe I’ll learn to censor myself a lil more and not be so obvious and blunt about some things… Mainly about the guys in my life… Who I'm digging and that sort of thing...
So I discovered yesterday that Anthony’s even younger then I first thought.., He’s like 18 and still in high school… When he dropped the story about taking a note home from the office I was like wha wha what??? I was shocked… To say the very least. Then he came by on his way out for a smoke and I could tell he wanted to stop and visit but I was surrounded (thank God) by Cruz and Paula and some customers… Even if I had been contemplating anything with him… He’s way too damn young… College is pushing is for me, HIGH SCHOOL is like NO NO NO HELL NO… Doesn’t mean I can’t be friends with him but definitely nothing more…
Quick guy update… American Idol crushes still in full effect… I adore Bo and Constantine… Long haired rockers are my weakness… Hell musicians period… I need to meet some new guys NON musician guys, where does one do that? The grocery store? Nope, hot guys are there girlfriends or boyfriends in tow… Church groups? I’d feel like a hypocrite doing that… Work? Most all of the guys there are gay… Big help. Through friends? Most of my friends are musicians so yeah…. Maybe not… So what is a good way to meet new people? I’m clueless…
In the meantime my crushes are still in full effect… Almost all of them anyone... One got shut down last night... Ah well suck is life... There are other fish in the sea....
Also yesterday I discovered something about myself… Or rather rediscovered… I’m a deep chick… Like Joel and I were discussing religion and spirituality philosophy type stuff that I used to always talk about with the guys at like 3 am at the House of Pies… And we haven’t done that in the longest time so I sorta forgot about the layer of my personality… Why? Because I guess the whole drama with the ex and the ex himself weren’t really that deep we didn’t talk about everything and anything… Not the way I do with B or them… There’s the stupidest mistake I ever made. Dumping him for B2… Hindsight’s 20/20 I guess. I guess at the time I just wasn’t ready for something so intense and so fast (even though I’ve known him since I was 13… We never ‘did’ anything till I was like in my 20s…).
Curious what he looks like? Look at Bo Bice on American Idol, almost his twin… Kinda scary… Lets see what else…
Was off work today, ran some errands, made some phone calls… ate whataburger… rented some movies, played on GW… Slept late on top of all that…. It was very nice… Very laid back… I’m working tomorrow 945 to 7 (don’t ask me why 7, that’s Dora for you…) and then the results of American Idol… I do have to stop for gas on the way to work in the morning I’m cruising on e…. Not a good thing at all…
I wonder where Ryan is… He’s DDing me at the moment but I have no idea who it is singing… Jack maybe? Ah well, I enjoy it anyway… :)
Time to go make lunch for manana…. Laters.

2 hours later... I did actaully post this with no editing or revisions there's nothing too horrible and nothing incriminating... I sound a lil boy crazy but nothing new there... I did however find out that I have another new cuz... (gary's baby a few weeks ago and now this one)Flynt had a baby... A son named Garrett... So that makes 4 biological kids plus the 3 his wife or girlfriend whatever has... DAMN thats a lot of kids... And his biological kids vary in ages 10 - 15 and now the baby... Jesus Christ, has the man never heard of birth control?!?!? Thats really it... later.

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