Not Your Average Jane

i hate not feeling in control of my body.... its like its rebelling against me and its not cool at all.... Whatever this is I have it SUCKS!!!! I had to leave work early (i wasnt even there 2 hours....) I came home, went to bed, woke up at 3 and went to the doctor....... Found out my blood pressure is back to normal levels and I gained 3 pounds in the last week... How I'm not sure... I mean usually NOT eating you dont gain weight.... Right? I guess not.... Besides it was late evening and I usually weigh in early morning which prolly had something to do with it.... (I learned in WeightWatchers the time of day could affect your weight)He gave me a couple of prescriptions to try (he did ask if I was preggers I told him there was no chance of that and I had proof I wasnt last week... - that combined with this ickyness, really great.... *eyes rolling* )and see if they worked and a dr's note for today AND 2morrow.... And I'm using it dammit. 2night I feel like a did Saturday... tight in the chest, queasy, lightheaded and tired.... its no bueno.... Hopefully I can work Friday, and go see Bleu Friday night and then I'm off for the weekend... Good thing I didnt need to work for the money.... yeah 8 bucks an hour really floats my boat, thats why I'm goin to see Nancy next Tuesday at the temp agency....
oh and the ex invaded my last private space... whoo hoo.... Not like I can declare everyplace an ex free zone... That would be a lil too much... As much as I'd like to try.... hehehe.... I also heard through the grapevine he got back together with 'the girl'.... None of my bidness what he does and theyve been more on and off than he and i ever were.... Honestly I feel bad for her and I hope he doesnt lie and cheat on her like he did me.
So yeah, much luck to her reforming him.... Prolly wont work, but good luck... You'll need it.
I just saw the preview for the Boogeyman by accident.... holy shit.... that is a scary movie.... Nother one I'm NOT seeing.... No matter how hot the guy who asks.... Not even Brad Pitt. Sorry. No.
k thats it for now.... laters.

posted by Ali @ 10:05 PM