Friday, January 14, 2005

WARNING : Lil Bit of a Rant....

Ok so last night I was horribly afraid I may have messed something potentially great up... Now I'm not so sure...
I wrote a stupid impetuous thing and mailed it... PMed actually... I went to bed stressing about having written it...
Woke up today and went to find a reply that was only two lines long.... WTF?!?!!? So I reply and spend most of the day I'm NOT doing markdowns worrying about his reply... I get home, NO FUCKING REPLY TO MY MESSAGE!!!! Argh....
I don't even know why I'm so stressed when its apparently all one sided... (guess whose side it is??? :( ) and we know from past experience thats no bueno... I mean yeah we flirt... but who don't I do that with? and most of the talking we do, I do...
One sided...
Speaking of which, I think Brian has a lil crush on me.... either that or he's desperate for company.... hehehe.... All day long we're back and forth... him - you goin tonight? me - maybe... him -you goin? me -probably not? him - Goin? me -Cant... him - Happy hour? me - let me see.... him - Can you? me -Probably not..... Him - I dont think I will if you dont... me - okay... hehehe.... I'm so mean... I did give him my # so if he gets too bored he may come hang with me and Sean... whose on his way as I type.... we're gonna hang out and watch movies... i think... Not sure yet.... But yeah at one point Dora almost caught me and him talking and giggling in the stock room... thank goodness she kept walking and I slapped a hand over my mouth so I didn't laugh TOO loud... But I didn't wanna go to Sullivans mainly cuz its yuppie scum hell from what I hear.... and I'm tired dammit...
But yeah seems that even on your day off people can't stay away from the store... and those that have quit... Ellen stopped by today.... Cruz and Frank both came by... I had trouble looking Cruz after a dream I had about him last night... slightly embarrassing I admit since I am in no way attracted to him... Hes way too old # 1 (38)... and he's no Brad Pitt (the only one I'd make an exception for age wise - my limit being 35....). um other than that not much goin on.... I'm gonna go change and stuff and wait for Sean's bony ass....
Oh yeah someone asked me... whose Pixie and Stix? They're me... :) Nicknames the guys gave me... among many others... thats really it now....
laters....

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