Not Your Average Jane

this one's a bit of a rambling... done at like 2 am, so it may make no sense.... :)

My life's never been easy... Why would it suddenly be simple at 26 years old? School was hard.... Making friends was difficult.... Getting a date... every day shit is hard.... finding a new job is hard, figuring out guys, harder than you'd think.... It hasn't always been because of my ADD, sometimes (hell most times) I've had to overcome laziness and procrastinating too....Its not fair. But who said life was?
ah, well I'll live... I always do cuz I'm too mule stubborn to fail. But I know failure is inevitable in some cases... But I'm an optimist.... I choose to believe the sun WILL come out tommorrow, it may not always be but I have a 50/50 shot of getting it right... I have few qualms and little to no shame and a hell of a sense of humor to deal with it all.... If you didn't laugh you just might go insane.... At least if you were living my life... I call it boring but I've just mellowed in the last few years... Its like a fine wine.... I think I get better with age.... Learn new things, experience new things, live life and try to seize the day....

Right now Im seizing my bed.... I'm tired as hell... I'm working 1145 - 630 today and I'm off Monday and Tuesday...... Don't know what I'll do yet.... Laters....

posted by Ali @ 1:48 AM