Not Your Average Jane

So I can't decide whether to ramble, talk about boys, bitch about work or talk about my weekend... So I'll just do it all... :)
So I've worked Friday - today... And Dora's been there each and every fucking day. And every day I lose it with her... This is so unlike me... I'm turning into this person I'm not fond of... I'm tired all the time, stressed, short with people in general... Not customers or friends but I've started showing my coworkers my bitchy side... Thats not cool, they're good people stuck in a shitty ass job just like me. So I'm thinking the sooner I get out, the better... I missed so much with this job, not just shows or weekends... But my friends and my family, whom I hardly ever get to see it seems... Mom and the girls and Baby all want to do stuff on the weekends but I cant cuz I work most weekends... It sucks. Least I get this Friday and Saturday off... And then that next weekend and then hopefully right b4 GF I can tell em to take this job and shove it... I aint working here no more... You dont pay me enough to be treated so horribly... If Sean hadnt have shown up the other day when Dora pissed me off I might just have quit then and there.... Another one i owe him... (Put it on my tab, babydoll...) After today not going back seems like a really good idea.... It was so damn busy I barely had time for lunch (and yet another confrontation with Dora... - something about you cant take breaks on Sundays if you take half an hour lunch you must clock out... but you cannot until someone shows up at 4... Fuck you very much, bitch, I'm goin when I cant take it anymore (3 oclock - I tried to wait but when my blood sugar goes down I'm liable to hurt someone...). She paged me right as I was coming back to clock in... When she and Delia (another manager) were both in my area, completely able to deal with any customers we had... Then she got into with Cruz about some stuff he had on hold and then she got into with me (again) about some stuff that a coworker had bought and was keeping in the stockroom till she could get it.... I dont do confrontation... But I did it twice in one day... THATS NOT NORMAL AT ALL.... I would so like to smack some sense into her... She doesnt have to fear Steven (the store manager) or the 'visits' from the Dillards family, she does however have good reason to fear me and losing her job... Shes old, she prolly couldnt find another one that paid as well... Ok, enough work talk....
I shot out an email to Girl Scouts San Jack Council about how to get Girl Scout cookies... I also have a phone # I can call if I dont get an email back... Dammit, Gage, you made me crave them!!!!
Also Gage is a dork... He calls me on the way to College Station just to call me a puss, and tell me he has to take a shit... Now THATS love... hehehe.... (love ya too, Gageypoo...)
Also this weekend I hung out with Sean alot... Friday night, I made him watch Girl, Interupted and I lied and said it had lesbian action to get him to watch it.... Poor baby, we got to the end and hes like where were the lesbians? I laughed at him... We watched some movie he wanted to watch and he went home... Saturday night I call him on the way home from work and he comes over and we watch Riding Giants (surfer movie) and go to Krogers, where we run into a couple admiring my RK bumper sticker... We talked for a few, turns out they had gone to the Continental and said it was really crowded... Ah well I'll get to see em twice in a week in a couple of weeks I'm good to go... We get back to the house and watch Caberet and some other movie... Mom stayed over at Johns so Sean crashed here and left early this morning... I've missed sleeping with that boy, hes such a snuggle bunny... And yes all we did is sleep... We did the dating thing a while but it so felt weird... He's hot and sweet and funny but kissing him was like kissing my brother (if I had one....)... So yeah completely platonic....
ok i think thats enough stuff for now... I'll ramble about boys later... But yeah all I can say is I understand Linz's crush on Billie Joe Armstrong... and mine on Kenny Wayne Shepard.... *sigh* (MUSICIANS BAD!!!)
Laters....

posted by Ali @ 11:33 PM