Not Your Average Jane

So, yeah, Lauren informed us all that it was ironic the word oral was in moral... We all cracked up and went on with unwrapping presents...
Oh, yeah did I mention we're almost done with Christmas? hehehe... I woke up (and yes Sarah after some very lovely dreams... ;) )to the phone being pressed to my ear, barely coherent, to my aunts already drunk and who knows what else talking about my cousin Matthews middle child... (whose name is Stormy Jo Yvonne - thats a lot of names for a lil baby...) who for some reason reminded her of me when I was lil... Ok, so did I also mention this baby has a malformed foot, so that she has to wear a prosthetic? And that reminds you of me how? hmm ok....
Lets see Christmas... I got my IPOD and CDs I wanted... Got my new DVDs too, all sappy romantic movies, which Ill get to in a sec... Cashmere gloves and scarf, a gift certifcate to Dermacare for a mani/pedi - both of which I need, socks from old navy and a bath ball fizzy thing from the gap (does Lauren know how much I love the Gap Inc stores or what? :) ), and money....
all right its lunch time ill finish this later....

2 hours later.... :)

Never thought I'd say it but an entirely vegatarian meal is really filling... Eggplant parmisan, green beans, and spaghetti squash... Wonder why I'm starting to get the munchies? Oh, yeah its my only meal today... Mom and the girls went on a walk and I'm playing with my IPOD...
We all watched Shrek 2 in PJs after opening presents and that got me to thinking.... All the movies I got were romantic-ey, lovey dovey type ones... Which got me to thinking like I said... I envy couples... I jokingly call them the bane of my existance but I'm really jealous... Being single is nice some times but here lately its sucked... I see all these couples, some married with kids, older couples, young kids in love, people just starting a relationship, the honeymooners, all of em... I envy the fact they've found that all elusive special someone that makes them happy...
I wish I had that.... Someone to fall asleep with, to wake up to, plan a life with, have kids with, grow old and gray with,ya know?
Not to sound flippant, but I think I see why so many people commit suicide at Christmas... They see all this happiness and dont have it and dont know how to get it...
ok enough of that... I'm gonna go play with my IPOD some more... :)
laters...

posted by Ali @ 1:42 PM