Not Your Average Jane

so I had an epiphany last night before I went to bed.... I was just too tired to try to write about it... here it be...
I'm doomed when it comes to dating... I may never date again... Aside from being set up a once or twice in the last few monthes the last time I had a date, an honest to God real live breathing MALE to date was during the B2 time period of my life... And Lord knows we rarely if ever reallllllly went out on dates... We met places, we hung out, usually in groups of people... But thats besides the point... I got to thinking about it before I went to bed... My whole dating situation/love life in general actaully... And what I came up with is sorta disconcerting... Kinda cool but disconcerting... I'm one of those girls guys tell stuff to, the lil sister, one of the guys... I don't mind it... Usually. But for some reason here lately its like these attractive men I work with treat me like a buddy... Which I don't mind most of the time... But when they start talking about how hot a certain girl is and pretty much IGNORING me, well I get a lil bit petty and jealous... 2 things I try not to be... But I can't help it, it just happens ya know? argh.... I'd say I need a new group of friends but thats not the problem... Its me. Sure I'm a flirt and guys flirt back but why the hell won't any of them get up the balls to ask me out? Not to sound realllly conceited or anything, but I'm one heck of a catch... I'm attractive, intelligent and funny... Sure I live at home at the moment but I'm gainfully employed, have my own car, and all my own teeth.... But honestly, all jokes aside I'm one heck of a chick... Why the hell don't any guys I know realize that fact and get with the program and ask me out? Sure they'll propisiton me jokingly but any one of those guys would drop dead of shock if I accepted... Sure I'm picky and I demand respect but I'm a woman isn't that my right? :0)
anyway its been a long day and I have to open tommorrow so its off to bed I go.... laters....

posted by Ali @ 1:14 AM