Friday, September 24, 2004

Ok, just a note to everyone.... Don't EVER piss me off when I'm already frustrated to begin with...
Work was ok, till the last hour when I couldn't stop looking at the clock... I worked on markdowns most of the day so not much selling occured... But at least one the ones I DID make I didn't have to ask for help to do....
So yeah markdowns took most of the time I was there... Still didn't finish em but Dora doesn't know that... And what Dora doesn't know she can't hurt me for.... :0)
But yea the pissed off thing.... Lack of sleep, sore feet, frustration with a lot of stuff, mainly the mark downs, though... Anyway Dora comes up to me at about 545, 15 minutes b4 I'm scheduled to go home and asks me if I can stay late (ie almost close) and when I tell her no I have plans, she pretty much said the store should be my life (it literally is hers.... Both days off she's had while I've been there, she's been there, like the store can't run itself....)... How close was I to saying fuck you, bitch I'm goin home now? So damn close I could feel the words on my tongue, almost slipping past my lips.... Yeah, Ali would have been fired on the spot or something.... So I stayed half an hour late, pretending to work on mark downs... I did actually get most of em done but I left some undone... I can do em when I go in tommorrow... But now I'm beginning to feel about this job what I felt at BnB and I don't EVER EVER EVER wanna feel like that again... Plus I got my paycheck.... 70 $'s for a weeks work (orientation and a lil time on the floor)... Turns out the work I did Monday, yesterday and today will be on NEXT week's paycheck... So minus that 30 dollars I owe the bank for a research request I have to live on 40 fucking dollars for the next week.... yah, do me.... Fuck.... What in the fuck am I supposed to do with 40 fucking dollars for the next week!!????!?!? Fill up the car for one thing then I'll have about 25 left for food and other stuff till next Friday... Goddammit..... I was gonna try to go to Beamont next Thursday for Rice Fest... But after this I don't think I'll be able to... Fucking A!!!!!! What the fuck is a broke ass girl to do???
Its a good fucking thing I dont have to work this asinine fucking job Monday... I'm making more calls and doing some job hunting... I want to hand in my 2 weeks ASAP... Anyway I need some dinner.... And then... Sitting at home doing nothing.... Since I can afford nothing.... I'll probably just talk on IM or something as usual or watch a movie.... Whoo hoo.... Laters....

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