Thursday, September 23, 2004

Current frame mind: Confused beyond belief....
Current music: Keith Urban's new CD
Current Mood: Unsure

I figured Xanga's had these why couldn't I, at least once or twice.... Only had to work 945 - 6 today, same times 2morrow, then Sat. its 2- 9 and Sunday noon to 6... Then I get Monday off.... Whoo hoo...
I know I'm working next week but I couldn't tell you which days and times now to save my life....
I am fucking tired as hell.... My mom is a crack addict I'm sure.... And I'm thinking my manager is the same way.... Mom is just.... NUTS... There's really no other word for it... She's treating me like a 12 year old on allowance... Except she wants to charge me rent on top of that.... What the hell?!?!?! Now she's all up in my face about my friends and my dating (and current lack thereof) and me being on the internet too much... I know she's my mom but I'm almost 26 dammit, its none of your damn business if I don't want it to be... Other than the fact I live in your house, you have no call to tell me what I should and shouldn't be doing.... I abide by your rules, regardless of how I feel about em and I respect you, but I'm getting kinda leery about your ability to make the correct judgements.... So much for mom being one of the last sane ones in the family....
O, also I've recently come to realize how NOTHING I ever do is good enough for her..... She wanted me to get a job (so did I) and I got one... She wants me to work more hours (I have no control over that and I DID just start, geez....). She also wants me to continue to looking for a job, which I also agree with since the pay is shoddy and the hours suck.... But the pay would still suck, just not as bad as this does... I don't think she'll ever be happy with anything I do... No matter how terrific the accomplishment... And thats just really fucking sad... She's my mom, shes supposed to be my biggest fan/supporter even when I do do stoopid shit.... Now she's my biggest critic, though not harshest, that title is still a toss up between me and Nate.... I seriously think she's goin through menopause....
She's also convinced you can only get carpal tunnel by using a computer and how no one in her generation has it cuz they didnt use computers as often.... Whatever.... Its like saying you can't get pregnant the first time you have sex or something..... geez....
My manager is scatterbrained and the store is her life.... Yeah, she's a trip... And not to someplace fun like Hawaii or San Mark, but more like Siberia.... That much fun... Or something.....
Not too much else happening... Well there is but I promised I wouldn't talk about it... Damn I'm too nice....
I get my first paycheck 2morrow.... Ivan's no longer a tropical storm and we probably won't flood, so I WILL have to go to work 2morrow.... I need to cuz I need the money.... Laters....

posted by Ali @ 10:28 PM

1 Comments:

At 12:20 PM , Blogger Chuck Cottrell said...

I think part of the thing with your mom is that she just wants the best for you. Moms are sorta batshit crazy like that--they want you to succeed and do well, but they're gonna nag you to death if they don't think you're living up to your full potential (God, the number of times I've heard that in the past year or two...).

Anyway, things'll get better. They often do. And for the carpal tunnel thing...well, Willie Nelson had it, and had to have surgery for it not so long ago. You can't tell me he got it from using a computer.

 

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