Not Your Average Jane

"There's a fine line between what you find obscene and what turns me on.... " Its all Stu's fault I've had that line stuck in my head for the past day or so... :P Its sung by Matt Powell, FYI....
So I'm a post whore. Duh. I'm only only like 4 different forums and 2 of those I post constantly to... GW, and Trailin' the Lost Trailers forum (And your ass should check em out too.... http://www.galleywinter.com and http://www.losttrailers.com - go down to board - click it and get involved!!!) off their website... But they're both fun... Though on Trailin' I probably need to watch what I say.... I need to learn to censor myself better... I mean I know it doesn't matter here or with my friends or on GW, but there are certain circumstances you just can't blurt out whatever's on your mind... I've learned that in my life... I'm usually pretty good about censoring myself around kids, senior citizens and parents... But if you're in my age group (14 - 35 ish) its pretty much anything goes and to hell with the repercussions... And usually that's ok, cuz I'm not the world's most impulsive of people... Spontaneous, yes, but not impulsive... Spontaneity to me is more during things on the spur of the moment that are fun most of the time, impulsive stuff can get you in mad crazy ass trouble... I like to consider and reconsider everything a million times, and usually I talk myself out of shit I shouldn't be doing... I.E. buying that new DVD of Hildalgo when it came out on Tuesday... I LOVE Viggo Mortensen and I adored that movie, but I shouldn't be buying a bunch of shit I don't absolutely need right now... Though the first Trailers CD is being re released and I'm not gonna be able to talk myself out of that one.... Unless I wanna go to Corpus on the 2nd... Or buy it at the 10th dealy at the Firehouse.... At the moment I'm debating going to the Django/Matt thing 2night... I'm tired and I'm not feeling so hot, but I promised some people I'd be there.... Cover's $8's and it starts about 9 ish so we'll see how I feel a little closer to then... Ok so an update on me right now? Went to U of H with Linz today, ate at Chick fil a, came home, ran some errands, came home... Yesterday I was at mom's school most of the day, and I ran into a girl I graduated from high school with... She's engaged and has been teaching for like 3 years.... I felt sorta inadequate the rest of the day... She seemed like a sweetheart though, so its all good.... Its not like she looked pretty and had been more successful in life than me on purpose or anything.... I was in capris and a tshirt, make up less, flip flops, dirty hair... Yea, I felt like crap when I ran into her.... Hearing how great her life was didn't make me feel any better....Wednesday I picked up my pics from the wedding at Walgreens and they were all FUBAR.... Turns out the airport security had messed up my camera and thus the pics were shit... That sucked and I was pissed but now I'm over it.... So to anyone I promised pics to I'm sorry, they're pretty much a loss.
Tuesday went to the national night out with mom for a few, a cute cop was there, didn't get the chance to hit on him we left that fast.... Also on Tuesday bought the new Kevin Fowler CD... Loose, Loud and Crazy. Classic Fowler. I may not like him, doesn't mean I can't like his music... :0)
I'm still jobless, but I do have some new prospects.... Still single and nothing new there.... Um, yea... Still haven't talked to Dr Taddie about the whole school mess and I haven't talked to Nat all week.... Left her a few voice messages.... Haven't heard back from her yet... Talked to Sean and Nathan Wednesday... They're good, poor Sean misses Laurie so badly.... And it is official after he graduates in December he is moving back!!! Whoo hoo!!!!! :0) Talked to Sarah last night for a bit and we (mainly I) decided we needed an old school late night GW chat.... I can't remember the last time all of us were able to talk to each other in more than passing on the boards or blogs.... Life's been hectic I guess....
And one little declaration b4 I call it quits for the night....I AM OVER BLEU EDMONDSON.... I don't know why so many people are still convinced I'm like sooo into him.... I was, yes... Not any longer.... Now I have newer and better looking (doesn't say much I know since my taste in guys has been called questionable) prospects... A couple of them people know about and one or two no one has any clue about.... And that's the way its gonna remain for the time being.... :0)Ok thats it, I'm off to make dinner and do laundry and maybe I'll even get ready and go out... Who knows? :0) Laters!

posted by Ali @ 6:55 PM