For the last week or so, I've been feeling some emotions I really don't like feeling... Jealousy and envy... The big 2 I swore I'd never feel. And I have tried to not feel them, its hard... I've found myself jealous of people for their positions in life and envying what they have because of that... And we're not talking just monetarily rich people, I started getting jealous because people have jobs and I don't... Thats just petty and I know this... Being unemployed and living at home sucks. Being single is sorta sucking too cuz I've started envying married couples... How crazy is that? I know I'm nowhere near getting married, I'm not ready to and I'm single... So yeah, no I think not... LOL. :0)
BUT as of Sunday I promised myself I'd work on not feeling that way... And thusfar it seems to be working... So I'm pleased. Cuz everyone knows I DON'T wanna be like I was when I was working at BagnBaggage, all bitter and mean... I was not a pleasant person... Not even I wanted to be around me toward the end of that year...
Anyway what I've been doing lately... Stayed home most of the weekend since I didn't want to deal with crowds for tax free weekend... So I didn't! :0) Linz told me she saw Craig Biggio at Buffalo Wild Wings Friday night, she said he's adorable... And I was like I wouldn't doubt it... Sunday (or was it Saturday??) went to Best Buy and took moms suitcase to Luggage and Leather.... Hit on a cute guy in the DVD section, gave him my number so we'll see what happens.. Yesterday I was such a lazy bones... I woke up late (woke up at 11 instead of 9) and I was gonna do so much and get so much stuff done... Gawd I was motivated Sunday night when I was planning my week... :0)
I didn't do anything I had planned... Except I did re apply at Anthro and do some classified job searching.... I've gotten some leads off of Monster.com and HotJobs and CareerBuilder, so we'll just have to see... Seriously I think I have a resume posted everywhere but on the street corner!
Today I spent most of the day at Moms school helping her and then after that at Kinko's doing stuff for her... Then I came home and made dinner... Ta da! Isn't my life exciting? Or not... :0) Anyway thats about it for now... Laters!
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
The Life, Times, and Observations Of Me!
About Me
- Name: Ali
- Location: Houston, Texas, United States
31 years old, from Houston, Texas.... 5'5'', green eyes, blond hair, just your above Average Jane. :0)
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