Friday, August 27, 2004

BOYS SUCK. I was at the Firehouse 2night, and I tried to convince one of my friends to meet me there.... He didn't want to and I refused to give up... He took something I said completely out of context and just ran with his understanding and wouldn't listen to anything I had to say.... I threatened to hang up on him if he didn't shut up... He swore he'd never speak to me again... So I finally manage to get off the phone by promising to meet him for dinner to let him rehash old business... I don't want to in the least, but it seemed to be the only way to get him to shut the hell up... Now to think of a good reason NOT to go out to dinner with him.... I adore him and hes one of my oldest friends, as well as one of my exes, but he won't give up the ghost.... I saw Craig but I didn't go talk to him becuz I was pissed and I didn't want him to misconstrue my mood as having something to do with him... When in fact it didn't.... I just wouldn't have been very good company at all.... I went outside and called Melly and she calmed me down a bit... The group of hot guys teasing me for being on the phone so long helped too.... :0) I decided just to come home instead... Talked to Nate and Sean both and I feel a hell of a lot better...
Now I don't get mad often, but B pissed me off thoroughly... I've told him he has no chance in hell of ever resurrecting any sort of romantic thing with me... Seems like every time I unwittingly say something that sets him off, he immediately begins to beat that poor, old dead horse.... And I don't want to NOT be friends with him since i do adore him... Its just every now and then he won't stop and I won't put up with drama from anyone, let alone him....
So he pretty much turned a pretty decent day into a crappy day... Pretty much another Wednesday.... Thanks a lot, B.... I really needed to feel as shitty as I did yesterday... For those that don't know... Wednesday sucked. I got rejected, told the positions were filled and/or I wasn't qualified for a plethra of jobs... I don't handle rejection well so having it happen again and again wasn't good thing... I tried to indulge in some retail therapy but nothing looked good enough to buy and even if it did I couldn't afford it... DAMNIT!
To top that off I had a bad hair day.... ARGH!!! So, yeah, saying Wednesday sucked is a bit of an understatement.....
But at least I looked cute tonight, got an awesome haircut Tuesday and got hit on by hot guys this week... So if nothing unforeseen happens 2morrow I think the end of the week should be awesome!
Thats about it for now... Laters....

2 Comments:

At 2:01 AM , Blogger Chuck Cottrell said...

You know what would make you feel better? Getting a CD by a band called Wilco. You'd like their earlier stuff (A.M., Being There, or Summerteeth) best. They start out kinda alt-country, but with more of a rock influence and angle. Good stuff. Hope your weekend goes better than the past couple of days.

 
At 10:22 AM , Blogger Ali said...

I already have a lot of Wilco, mostly on burned CDs, but I do know who they are.... Way to pimp them though.... :0) And thanks, I hope it does too...

 

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