Not Your Average Jane

Ok, I'm not as nearly freaked out about today as I was last night... I've had a few friends to 'talk me down' so to speak... I did crash at like 1030 though which I can't ever recall doing and I got up at like 545 (BEFORE THE SUN CAME UP!!!). W called about half an hour ago... He was on his way to the wedding... He actually invited me to go with him (he said to shock the hell out of 'our' ex but I think he just wanted to talk to me completely alone about something.... That and his girlfriend had a family emergency.). I told him about the test and he got me to calm down a lot, though I am starting to get a headache, not a good sign... After the test is over I think I'm coming home and taking a name... Maybe tonight I'll go see the Terminal with the boys... Oops time to go wake mom up... Done... Anyway when I was talking to W and I told him when I got married he'd be the best man regardless of the groom and he told me the ex had said the same thing... Kinda funny since he's the ex's best friend and I'm the ex's exgirlfriend.... You're not supposed to be friends with your ex's friends but heck what can I say? I buck convention. :0) Then again I'm also still kinda sorta friends with the ex too so I guess I'm just breaking ALL the rules.... :0) Actaully I've tried to stay friends with most of my exes, only one or 2 I have no idea where they are (One's in the Navy somewhere and another just dissappeared into thin air - though I think he moved back to Dallas). Oh, back to the best man thing for a sec, W told me the ex had said the same thing.... For some reason he's been mentioning him alot, either that or I'm just paranoid... Oh well who knows, it'll all work it self out in the end...
Linz is floating the Comal today with her boyfriend and some of his friends she invited me but I have this test so I can't go... I think its just the Guad that's being a bitch this weekend... Least I hope so... Anyway I'm off to review for a few more minutes and then go take this damn test... Laters!

posted by Ali @ 6:56 AM