Not Your Average Jane

"Did you ever see Dallas from a DC-9 at night?
Well Dallas is a jewel, oh yeah, Dallas is a beautiful sight.
And Dallas is a jungle but Dallas gives a beautiful light." - Jack Ingram

So, yeah I've got Dallas on the mind for some reason... Could have something to do with my recent musings on people from Dallas... I figured out that the majority of my exes have been associated with it in some form or fashion, whether it be that they were born there, lived there as a child or currently live there.... I think there's something in the water there that makes the guys hot and irresistable to me? Most recently there's Zack... Too pretty for a guy, but he's a sweetie to boot... Good thing he's not dating Julie anymore or I might feel bad... Speaking of Dallas, Jessica Simpson... Is it just me or is she a blow up doll like Randy sings about? No, wait her name's Wendy!! Gawd, that was mean.... Oh, well... Even I'm entitled to be a bitch every now and then.
One reason I'm a bit of a wench might be the lack of sleep... I had like 3 or 4 hours last night... I quit talking to Kev and Sarah last night at like 3 or so and I got ready for bed and settled into bed... Bam, the phone rings.... Its Nathan, in tears about his latest fiasco with his boyfriend.. Same song different tune... Made me realize how much I miss my boys... I called B this afternoon near tears.... Not just cause of that, but I got an email from a friend of mine that got married like 2 years ago, turns out his wife is pregnant and due in September... Then I start listening to Nobody left to run with anymore by the Allman Brothers in the car and I got to thinking how true that is for me... Most of my friends have significant others and a couple have kids/or are having kids... So yeah I was in a bit of a funk.... I was happy for Chuck and Cara, but at the same time I was thinking, but they're younger than me!!! Anyway so that prompted me to get B to promise me we'd do something all together at some point this summer since we haven't all been together since.... Sometime around the New Year's of 2002-2003... Sure I've hung out with Nate, and Sean and again with B, but we haven't all (including Tom) been together since then... With Nate and Sean in Santa Cruz, and Tom in Baja and me in Arkansas for school, it hasn't been easy... At least now B's in H-Town so we can hang out more than we used to... But my point before with the friends with significant others... I always feel like a 3rd wheel and I just want everyone to know come hell or high water you're all welcome at my place... Where ever that may happen to be... More than likely New Braunfels... Hill country for sure.... :0) Thats about it for now... Laters!

posted by Ali @ 5:46 PM