Not Your Average Jane

Well, its a good thing I didn't go to Fayetteville last night, as much as I adore Bleu Edmondson and Cross Canadian Ragweed.... It freakin' snowed!!! Sure it was only flurries that didn't stick to the ground here, but school was canceled for a friend of mine who lives just a little north of Fayetteville... So, yea, it must have been pretty bad... Its just it was cold, wet and I hate to drive at night, as well as it was a town I didn't know and a bar I'd never been to, so yeah, not gonna happen... So I went to the poetry thing instead at the coffeehouse... Dillon wasn't there, so I couldn't flirt shamelessly... He did tell me though last time I talked to him he was still 2 hours short of graduating and he's taking summer school, so he'll still be here next semester.... Heck, he considers himself a townie now, so yeah... Anyway last night after the poetry was over this guy, Brandon, I'm only sort of acquainted with (hes a sophmore and hes always at these things and he's into Pat Green like me.... Though unlike me he can play guitar.... But anyway some random guy wanted to meet me adn since he looked like he wasn't even out of high school yet, I shot him down gently... Made like I just had to leave in order for my roomie to go do her homework and couldn't talk.... A very nice brush off but a brush off nonetheless... I don't think Brandon knows how old I actually am or else I don't think he would have tried that.... :0) Or if he knew my no townies rule (unless its Peaces or Dillon), as I haven't had any luck with them, nor do I want to... :0)
I've also rediscovered an old, not so great, habit. Though I did find out something about myself to be proud of too. I found that no matter who asks me, or what it is being asked about, for some reason I just can't say no... That has the potential to get me into a lot of trouble... It has before and it will again, but for now its under control... But the good thing, on the other hand... I discovered I can stand up to my mother without sounding like a smart ass or immature.... I can make my point in defense of myself without sounding irrational... Kind of kewl if ya ask me.... :0) Anyway I think I'm off to bed... I have to get up early and get some more hours at the daycare down the street... Laters....

posted by Ali @ 11:46 PM