Not Your Average Jane

Wow its been a while since I've done this... A week and a half to be precise... Gracious, all the things that have happened this week! Or should I things that HAVEN'T occurred this week? Well lets see the day after my last post (Thursday) I went home to Houston.... Friday and Saturday, shopped, Sunday came back to Clarksvegas after a brief stop at my local Krispy Kreme shop for a dozen to go.... (Gawd those are so my weakness! And oh so bad for my hips and tummy...) I had class all week... 2 tests, one on Tuesday and one Friday... Halloween was fun, I went as a pirate chick, sword and all.... Amanda and I went to the dance for a bit, there were at least 4 other pirate chicks, and one pirate, none of which had a sweet sword like me... We then proceeded to Shanghai my other friend Matt into going to Dodge's and Walmart with us.. You know out of the 5 or 6 Matts I've ever met, he's the only one that's not trouble with a capital T-R-O-U-B-L-E.... And I've finally learned my lesson, NO MORE MATTS!!! Alas I had to do it the hard way and date 2, but learn I have... NEway, today I relaxed, slept late, went to Russellville to go to Hastings came back and went to see Brother Bear... You know going to a movie on a date night when your single by yourself is rather liberating... No arguing about who pays, no awkward conversation, and trying to slip away from grabby hands.... Course that last one is only if you dont like them... :0) Oh, one thing I did want to mention, I had a dream about a guy the other night (surprise surprise I know) one whom I've known most of my life and had a crush on on and off all through it... At one point in time I thought I was in love with him... I haven't seen him in a couple of years, since the last time I went to see him play at Fitz's I think, but every now and then I'll hear a little something through my sister or my best friend.... Yeah anyway had a dream about him, nothing sexual, more comforting than anything else, though I only remember scraps and pieces of it.... This got me to thinking, not obsessing, just thinking... I used to think he was the perfect man and there was just a sense of rightness there, though that was probably one sided just like my thinking I loved him.... What a silly teenager I was... But then again aren't they all? :0) But there are still certain characteristics I look for in people overall and in potential boyfriends that belong to him, though not solely... Why did he have to go around and start kissing boys in clubs? Out of all the people in our senior class I never thought he'd be one of the ones to come out of the closet... Though, there were a few others that have since that I sorta always thought might be... At least 2 I know of for sure... NEway enuff about high school it wasn't great, college is all right, and real life should get even better.... hehehe... Laters...

posted by Ali @ 1:08 AM