Not Your Average Jane

So this weekend, I have been called mean more times than I can count. Now I don't know if its just me being overly sensitive or a fact. Though if it is fact, that just scares the everloving shite out of me since I've always been the 'nice' girl.... Even when I was working retail and for the last few monthes I couldn't stand it, and got a little cynical, even then I was STILL a 'nice' girl. So have my jokes suddenly gotten more abrasive or what, but I think I need to work on being more sensitive overall. I've always needed to work on that, but I'm getting better at it I think... An early New Year's resolution if you will. I heard a good thing this weekend too, if you're upset, sad, angry whatever, just write it down and let it go. Sort of like a catharsis, ya know? I think thats a good way to think of this blog thingy... In other news, I think I've decided that this will be my way of updating my friends on what's going on in my life, how I feel that sort of thing.... Course I need to email all the ones that I can email and all that good stuff, but I'll get that done... Just like the article review thats due tommorrow by 4, that I haven't written, but have found an article for... Hmmm, lets see what else.... I've been feeling very festive lately, Christmasy even.... I've been listening to Christmas carols, watched a Christmas movie and found myself on the way to a test on Friday humming Christmasy music.... But then I've sort of been ready for Christmas since like June or July... Go me, huh? The countdown to Christmas for those wondering is 46 days... 27 days until I turn 24 (December 6th for those planning on getting me something), 18 till Thanksgiving, and 16 days until I go home for Turkey Day... And yes I counted twice just to make sure.... Also turns out I nixed 2 weeks of school without realizing it when I was planning out the rest of the semester.... I thought Thanksgiving was week after next and there was another between Thanksgiving and Christmas break... I'm only a little crazy I swear! :0) Anyway I'm off to bed, would anyone care to join me? ;0) Laters!

posted by Ali @ 12:29 AM